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Chapters (100)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Part Two
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Part Four
  46. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  47. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  48. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  49. Chapter Forty
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Part Five
  87. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  88. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  89. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  90. Chapter Eighty
  91. Part Six
  92. Chapter Eighty-One
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two
  94. Chapter Eighty-Three
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Book Club Questions for The Life We Almost Had
  97. Acknowledgements
  98. Extract
  99. Chapter One
  100. About the Publisher

‘Look, Dr Acevedo doesn’t know everything.’

There were videos of patients waking after two years, twelve years, twenty years. We watched clip after clip. Patients who had defied the boundaries of medical theories by relaying they could hear everything going on, they could think, dream, hope. Dr Acevedo might not know everything, but Oliver…

‘I can’t stop watching.’ Nell blinked back tears. ‘So many people who were written off. They’ve all come back.’

I wouldn’t let Adam be written off, not without a fight. ‘I want to visit the Chapman Institute. Find out more. Will you come with me?’

‘Try and stop me.’

I reached for the apartment phone.

‘Wait.’ Nell pulled a new mobile from her bag. ‘This is for you. I picked it up at the airport. I’ve keyed in some numbers, including Josh’s.’

‘He’ll be heartbroken when I tell him.’

‘Do you want me to call him so you don’t have to keep going over it?’

‘No – I can’t keep putting everything off.’

‘We also need to find another hotel. While the kitchen was making our lunch, I talked to reception about extending your stay but they’re fully booked next week.’

‘Shit.’ Without travel insurance, my accommodation wouldn’t be covered. We had some savings left but I didn’t know how long they would last. My mind flitted to the videos we’d just watched: two years, twelve years, twenty years. How long might Adam be in hospital?

‘We’ll get you both home,’ Nell said.

‘I’m not sure how without insurance. The few thousand pounds in our bank account won’t nearly cover it. Mum doesn’t have any money; Dad didn’t have life insurance. That’s why Adam and I made sure we’re both covered.’

‘It might be worth speaking to them? Some policies have a critical illness pay-out.’

‘We don’t.’ I didn’t think this was a critical illness anyway. They’d say there’s hope of a complete recovery.

‘Never mind. I could start a JustGiving page. A “Get Adam Home” campaign?’

Home. One word. But those four letters brought such comfort.

‘If, and it’s a big if, we let Oliver get involved, he promised me a place a stay and to cover our travel afterwards.’

‘Let me call him. I want to sound him out.’ While Nell arranged for us to visit The Chapman Institute the next day, I washed down two painkillers with water.

‘Are you in a lot of discomfort?’ Nell asked when she’d hung up.

‘I feel…’ My fingers strayed to my stomach. Lost. Empty. Bereft. It was too hard to articulate. ‘I think I’ll go and have a bath. Why don’t you ring Chris and see how the kids are?’

‘I’ll unpack and do it later.’

‘Nell… Call him now.’

There wasn’t always a later.