Chapters (174)
- Content Warning
- A Note to Readers on my Choice of Language
- Dedication
- Prologue
- SJ
- 1. Crochet Penises and Stinky Shadow Men
- Crochet Penises and Stinky Shadow Men
- Jemma
- 2. Bubble Bath … Interrupted
- Bubble Bath … Interrupted
- SJ
- 3. Objectively Objectifying a Sexy Blonde
- Objectively Objectifying a Sexy Blonde
- Jemma
- 4. Dinner and a Devilish Show
- Dinner and a Devilish Show
- SJ
- 5. Messages from FriendPay
- Messages from FriendPay
- Jemma
- 6. First Date with a New Soul
- First Date with a New Soul
- SJ
- 7. Shag Your Way Out of This …
- Shag Your Way Out of This …
- Jemma
- 8. No Pressure …
- No Pressure …
- SJ
- 9. Mount Those Horns of His
- Mount Those Horns of His
- Jemma
- 10. A Soft Spot for Mice
- A Soft Spot for Mice
- SJ
- 11. Date Faking
- Date Faking
- Jemma
- 12. Spicy Girl Dreams
- Spicy Girl Dreams
- SJ
- 13. Brunch with the Stinking Undie Stain
- Brunch with the Stinking Undie Stain
- Jemma
- 14. Ratty-Man
- Ratty-Man
- SJ
- 15. Sordid Bathroom Romps
- Sordid Bathroom Romps
- SJ
- 16. An Outright Lie
- An Outright Lie
- Jemma
- 17. Soul Reaping and Passive Misery
- Soul Reaping and Passive Misery
- SJ
- 18. Ferretcon
- Ferretcon
- Jemma
- 19. Bossy, Domineering Alpha Male
- Bossy, Domineering Alpha Male
- Jemma
- 20. It’s a Date, Big Boy
- It’s a Date, Big Boy
- SJ
- 21. The Stretchiness of Human Orifices
- The Stretchiness of Human Orifices
- Jemma
- 22. Distracted by Other Parts
- Distracted by Other Parts
- SJ
- 23. My Biggest Weakness. My Worst Enemy
- My Biggest Weakness. My Worst Enemy
- Jemma
- 24. A Super Creepy Diarrhoea Fetish
- A Super Creepy Diarrhoea Fetish
- SJ
- 25. Big and Red and … Glowing?
- Big and Red and … Glowing?
- Jemma
- 26. That’s Why I’m Afraid of the Dark
- That’s Why I’m Afraid of the Dark
- SJ
- 27. Giant Softies and Sizeable Stiffies
- Giant Softies and Sizeable Stiffies
- SJ
- 28. Pesky Feelings
- Pesky Feelings
- Jemma
- 29. A How-to Book on Seducing Human Maidens
- A How-to Book on Seducing Human Maidens
- SJ
- 30. Both Her Downstairs Holes
- Both Her Downstairs Holes
- Jemma
- 31. Fuck with Her and Find Out
- Fuck with Her and Find Out
- Jemma
- 32. Lovesick for Jemma Bliss
- Lovesick for Jemma Bliss
- SJ
- 33. Nobody’s Gonna Be Looking at Your Face …
- Nobody’s Gonna Be Looking at Your Face …
- Jemma
- 34. Dare You
- Dare You
- SJ
- 35. Let Me Play with My Pretty Mouse
- Let Me Play with My Pretty Mouse
- Jemma
- 36. Mystical Semen
- Mystical Semen
- SJ
- 37. A Goner for the Son of Satan
- A Goner for the Son of Satan
- Jemma
- 38. An Unnecessary Attachment
- An Unnecessary Attachment
- SJ
- 39. A Leaf Out of Her Book
- A Leaf Out of Her Book
- SJ
- 40. Walking, Talking Red Flag
- Walking, Talking Red Flag
- Jemma
- 41. Devils Don’t Cry
- Devils Don’t Cry
- SJ
- 42. He Wasn’t a Mafia Boyfriend
- He Wasn’t a Mafia Boyfriend
- Jemma
- 43. Wholesale Slaughter of Archangels
- Wholesale Slaughter of Archangels
- SJ
- 44. It’s a Grand Gesture
- It’s a Grand Gesture
- Jemma
- 45. Permanently in Purgatory
- Permanently in Purgatory
- SJ
- 46. Eldest Spawn of Satan
- Eldest Spawn of Satan
- Jemma
- 47. The B Team Strikes Again
- The B Team Strikes Again
- SJ
- 48. Not My Nightmare
- Not My Nightmare
- Jemma
- 49. Hold On, Mouse
- Hold On, Mouse
- SJ
- 50. My Heroic Devil
- My Heroic Devil
- Jemma
- 51. Not a Religious Celebrity
- Not a Religious Celebrity
- SJ
- 52. The Devil I Know
- The Devil I Know
- SJ
- 53. Let Them See
- Let Them See
- Jemma
- 54. I Never Really Wanted Your Soul
- I Never Really Wanted Your Soul
- SJ
- Epilogue: Not Quite One Year Later
- Jemma
- And … Another Epilogue
- SJ
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Layla Pine
- About Layla
I did more than retch this time. I vomited up the minuscule amount of sushi I’d grabbed from the hospital canteen on my way home from art therapy. That meal felt like a lifetime ago, but there it was, barely digested.
“Has he …?” I mumbled, wiping my mouth. “Since he arrived?”
Hellen nodded, eyes glinting, guessing the meaning behind my stilted words. “Oh yes, he has been watching your mother die in front of him, on repeat, for eighteen years. I’m surprised his soul is still intact, to be honest. So many of them wither too quickly or become desensitised to their torture.”
She sauntered closer. I scrambled back.
I had never hated a being as much as I hated her. Although, her father … he was the one who had done this to Dad.
Hellen seemed oblivious to my hatred. She leaned down, gripping my chin. “I can’t wait to own your soul properly, Jemma Bliss. If you’re anything like your father … and I think you might be, judging by the power in your little Token … you’ll feed our demons for months. Years even, just like Daddy dearest.”
A piercing wail echoed from behind us, and I ripped my chin from her grasp. Dad reared his head back, cracking it into the wall with so much force his body crumpled into a bony pile on the floor. A pile too insignificant to be the man who used to sing me silly songs as he tucked me into bed. The man who had a belly laugh so loud and infectious that it filled the entire house, and set me to giggling uncontrollably.
“Oh, bugger it!” Hellen grunted, shoving me down and getting to her feet. “Now we’ll have to wait for his soul to revive him before he can begin another round.”
She headed for the door, sniffing crossly. “May as well leave her in her beloved darkness,” she muttered. Whoever she was talking to killed the lights, and terror clawed its way up my throat again.
“Call me when he wakes!” she commanded. “I’ve got more important things to do. I’ll return when it’s fun down here again.”
I swallowed back a scream, determined not to let the darkness overwhelm me as I dragged myself over that rough, too-hot floor, until I found the thin, crumpled form that was my dad’s soul.
I curled up around it … him. In this Hellish place, he was so cold.
I sobbed.
49. Hold On, Mouse
Chapter 49
Hold On, Mouse
SJ
I portalled directly into Hellen’s living quarters. It seemed expedient, and there was absolutely no time to lose.
It was a long shot to think she would have strung them up in her room, but Hell was a large and labyrinthine place, and I needed to start somewhere.
“Sniff for clues!” I commanded Beezle, eyes frantically scanning the space.
“She was here!” Beezle yapped, trotting towards the bedchamber. “Her scent is in here!”