Chapters (174)
- Content Warning
- A Note to Readers on my Choice of Language
- Dedication
- Prologue
- SJ
- 1. Crochet Penises and Stinky Shadow Men
- Crochet Penises and Stinky Shadow Men
- Jemma
- 2. Bubble Bath … Interrupted
- Bubble Bath … Interrupted
- SJ
- 3. Objectively Objectifying a Sexy Blonde
- Objectively Objectifying a Sexy Blonde
- Jemma
- 4. Dinner and a Devilish Show
- Dinner and a Devilish Show
- SJ
- 5. Messages from FriendPay
- Messages from FriendPay
- Jemma
- 6. First Date with a New Soul
- First Date with a New Soul
- SJ
- 7. Shag Your Way Out of This …
- Shag Your Way Out of This …
- Jemma
- 8. No Pressure …
- No Pressure …
- SJ
- 9. Mount Those Horns of His
- Mount Those Horns of His
- Jemma
- 10. A Soft Spot for Mice
- A Soft Spot for Mice
- SJ
- 11. Date Faking
- Date Faking
- Jemma
- 12. Spicy Girl Dreams
- Spicy Girl Dreams
- SJ
- 13. Brunch with the Stinking Undie Stain
- Brunch with the Stinking Undie Stain
- Jemma
- 14. Ratty-Man
- Ratty-Man
- SJ
- 15. Sordid Bathroom Romps
- Sordid Bathroom Romps
- SJ
- 16. An Outright Lie
- An Outright Lie
- Jemma
- 17. Soul Reaping and Passive Misery
- Soul Reaping and Passive Misery
- SJ
- 18. Ferretcon
- Ferretcon
- Jemma
- 19. Bossy, Domineering Alpha Male
- Bossy, Domineering Alpha Male
- Jemma
- 20. It’s a Date, Big Boy
- It’s a Date, Big Boy
- SJ
- 21. The Stretchiness of Human Orifices
- The Stretchiness of Human Orifices
- Jemma
- 22. Distracted by Other Parts
- Distracted by Other Parts
- SJ
- 23. My Biggest Weakness. My Worst Enemy
- My Biggest Weakness. My Worst Enemy
- Jemma
- 24. A Super Creepy Diarrhoea Fetish
- A Super Creepy Diarrhoea Fetish
- SJ
- 25. Big and Red and … Glowing?
- Big and Red and … Glowing?
- Jemma
- 26. That’s Why I’m Afraid of the Dark
- That’s Why I’m Afraid of the Dark
- SJ
- 27. Giant Softies and Sizeable Stiffies
- Giant Softies and Sizeable Stiffies
- SJ
- 28. Pesky Feelings
- Pesky Feelings
- Jemma
- 29. A How-to Book on Seducing Human Maidens
- A How-to Book on Seducing Human Maidens
- SJ
- 30. Both Her Downstairs Holes
- Both Her Downstairs Holes
- Jemma
- 31. Fuck with Her and Find Out
- Fuck with Her and Find Out
- Jemma
- 32. Lovesick for Jemma Bliss
- Lovesick for Jemma Bliss
- SJ
- 33. Nobody’s Gonna Be Looking at Your Face …
- Nobody’s Gonna Be Looking at Your Face …
- Jemma
- 34. Dare You
- Dare You
- SJ
- 35. Let Me Play with My Pretty Mouse
- Let Me Play with My Pretty Mouse
- Jemma
- 36. Mystical Semen
- Mystical Semen
- SJ
- 37. A Goner for the Son of Satan
- A Goner for the Son of Satan
- Jemma
- 38. An Unnecessary Attachment
- An Unnecessary Attachment
- SJ
- 39. A Leaf Out of Her Book
- A Leaf Out of Her Book
- SJ
- 40. Walking, Talking Red Flag
- Walking, Talking Red Flag
- Jemma
- 41. Devils Don’t Cry
- Devils Don’t Cry
- SJ
- 42. He Wasn’t a Mafia Boyfriend
- He Wasn’t a Mafia Boyfriend
- Jemma
- 43. Wholesale Slaughter of Archangels
- Wholesale Slaughter of Archangels
- SJ
- 44. It’s a Grand Gesture
- It’s a Grand Gesture
- Jemma
- 45. Permanently in Purgatory
- Permanently in Purgatory
- SJ
- 46. Eldest Spawn of Satan
- Eldest Spawn of Satan
- Jemma
- 47. The B Team Strikes Again
- The B Team Strikes Again
- SJ
- 48. Not My Nightmare
- Not My Nightmare
- Jemma
- 49. Hold On, Mouse
- Hold On, Mouse
- SJ
- 50. My Heroic Devil
- My Heroic Devil
- Jemma
- 51. Not a Religious Celebrity
- Not a Religious Celebrity
- SJ
- 52. The Devil I Know
- The Devil I Know
- SJ
- 53. Let Them See
- Let Them See
- Jemma
- 54. I Never Really Wanted Your Soul
- I Never Really Wanted Your Soul
- SJ
- Epilogue: Not Quite One Year Later
- Jemma
- And … Another Epilogue
- SJ
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Layla Pine
- About Layla
But Hellen hadn’t specified how long this ordeal would last. What if she left me here for days … weeks? I was human, not one of their eternal souls to torture! I would starve, die of thirst in this dark cesspit that was rapidly filling with all the horrors my mind could conjure up.
Don’t faint. Do not faint!
Footsteps, as if on stairs.
Was I imagining that sound? Or was this place taking my worst memories and replaying them?
Oh no, oh no, oh no.
I couldn’t relive that night again.
But then …
The swing of an object through air. A grunt of pain. A scuffle. Muffled shouts.
“Get out of my—”
That voice.
Oh God, that voice.
A thump and a pained grunt … my dad’s pained grunt. “Your boss … committed a crime!” he gasped. “People died because of his choices … and it will catch up with you all eventually.”
Silence, then another grunt of pain, more ragged this time.
“You leave my wife out of it!”
The words sent chills through me. Who was he talking to? Why was I hearing this? Were these the last moments of his life? Replayed in the dark to torment me?
Another thump. Something cracked, and I flinched, pressing my head tighter into my knees.
Was this what had happened to Dad that night? Is this what she’d planned to torture me with?
But why could I only hear him? Why couldn’t I hear who he was talking to?
“No … please! Don’t hurt her, don’t—”
A piercing scream turned my skin to ice.
“Mum?” The word tore from my throat, cut short by a wet, gurgling sound from somewhere in the darkness.
“No! No, Elsie!” Dad’s ragged wail drowned out what had to be the sound of my mother choking on her own blood. Joe had never told me what it was like seeing their bodies. No one had told me how they died. But I was a morbidly curious child; I’d hunted down the court documents at fourteen.
Mum’s throat had been slit, ear to ear.
Dad had been beaten, bones broken. And then they’d taken him, still alive, to the place their bodies had been dumped, and that had been where they’d finally crushed his skull with a rock.
Was I about to hear that beating, too? I’d already heard the start of it, I thought.
My cheeks burned with hot tears, and I uncurled my body, crawling desperately. I wasn’t sure whether I was trying to escape the sound or find the source of it in this never-ending blackness. I just had to move, had to do something to end this nightmare.
“Oh God, no, please … Elsie …” Dad’s words trailed into pitiful, gasping sobs.
That decided me. I turned, seeking that sound. Approaching it on hands and knees, my eyes squeezed shut, fending off the dark.