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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Mop broke off his singing. “Yes.” The yes was full of confusion.

“Where is the child you had with you today?”

Rae strained but could not hear Mop’s reply. “Child?” she imagined him saying softly, much as Nessa had.

Beside her, Nessa, pacing, had begun to panic. “What can we do? What can we do?” She stopped in front of the basket. “Quick, Rae. In here. He’s already looked—if we’re lucky, he will not look again.”

Rae hesitated only a moment. Clambering inside, she made herself as small as she could. Nessa threw the pelt over her and closed the lid, just as Mop’s step drew near.

It’s not the wolf, thought Rae, feeling the fur and hide—the wolf skin on her skin. Not him. There’s no darkness. No terror. No grief. Still, her chest tightened; her lip quivered.

“I did have a child with me this morning.” Mop spoke loudly, as though hoping Ness would hear. “She’s gone with her mother, though. She was helping us with the flock for a time, a month or so, an apprentice, but her mother met us today, and she’s gone back to her family now.”

“He said she was his daughter,” a strange voice was protesting. “That’s his wife. I saw them this morning.”

“This is your wife?” Rae recognized the booted man’s voice. “This woman?”

“Yes,” Mop answered quietly. “This is my wife.”

The booted voice was vexed. “You said you were all alone.”

Rae, curled in the basket, tried to quell the trembling that threatened to give her away, tried to keep her breaths small and shallow and controlled. It’s not his pelt, not his, she repeated.

“I was all alone.” Nessa played at confusion and frailty. Her voice quavered. “Mop. Where have you been? When are we going home?”

“Soon, Ness,” Mop said slowly, beginning to understand Nessa’s deception. “You see, we needed the girl. My wife’s memory… she has not been well. I needed help with the flock and the house.”

“What girl?” Nessa said.

“They had a child!” the strange voice barked again. “They called her daughter! You dragged my own child out of my home, out of my wife’s arms because the midwife who saw her born could not be found… and these two walk brazenly about with a girl who cannot be their own!”

“And like a daughter she was, too,” Mop said mournfully. “A great help with the sheep. With my wife…” His voice dropped. “I don’t know how I’ll manage now that she’s gone back to her family.”

Frail Nessa became frailer. “What girl, Mop?”

The booted man could not hide his exasperation. “And where is this girl’s family? Where does she live? We still need to account for her.”

“Live?” said Mop. “Her family lives… in… in the… forest.” He paused, then added more confidently, “Her father’s a hunter. Excellent game.”

Rae, trembling, listened to Mop’s voice change. She had never heard him lie before. His words had taken on a slippery quality, as though coated with fish scale. She thought the booted man would sense them, too, these slippery fish words just hanging in the air, but he only sighed.