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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

A crack in the cream. A crevice of cruelty.

The boy turned, his face hard. “I want to go,” he said. He glared at his mother, at the roundness of her dress.

Even with no waters whispering, Alba the girl understood that terrible stare. You can’t! she wanted to cry. You mustn’t! She tried to reach through the fog—how desperately she wanted to stop the future deed she saw unfolding. You can’t harm the babe! Alba the girl tried to shout, but no words would come.

“He will,” hissed the waters.

“I want to go now,” the boy repeated, still glaring.

The men came to attention. “Right away. Of course. Right away.” The chamber echoed with steps making way. Even the bulbous brow nodded in assent. The boy’s eyes widened in surprise.

“And I want some cooked cream,” he added as they began to ascend.

“Cook is preparing the turtle—”

“Cooked cream! No turtle soup. Now! I want it!” The boy’s words came bouncing back into the chamber. “Cooked cream with plum passum! I will have it for dinner!”

In the dark silence that followed, Alba the girl, at last returned to her body, collapsed on the floor. “What have I done? Oh, Oracle, what have I done?”

“There, there.” The old woman stroked the girl’s hair, damp with vapor and stress. “There, there, Apprentice. You did what you must.”

VI

LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS

In the months that followed, the boy, now the king, eleventh-now-first, tried his best to push aside the oracle’s terrible prophecy. But despite the ceremonies and feasts filling his days, he could not free himself of her words. Joyless, echoed the streets as he arrived at the palace. Unloved and abhorred, thundered the applause as the crown was placed on his head. No one will mourn, whispered the walls as he lay alone in the dark on his new bed.

The crack in the boy’s cheek and brow was not so deep… not so deep that some comfort might not have healed it, if any had sought to comfort him. But Cook and Governor were busy with tasks… and Mother—after tsk-ing and wrinkling her nose at the halls, after pronouncing the palace not fine at all—had shut herself in her chambers, so she could not comfort. And the boy himself did not notice the change, did not notice how he had fractured, did not notice the coldness seeping in.

The palace was cold. This he felt. Especially after the celebrations came to an end, he felt the vast coldness of the chambers and halls. No hornbeams, no frogs, no humid evenings behind linen-wrapped windows. His throne, even, was cold and uncomfortable—though sit there he must.

“Yes, you must sit there,” Governor said. No, not Governor. He was meant to call him Advisor now. “It is your duty now you are king.”

All day, every day, sitting on the chair. The boy detested it. The people who came one after another, peasant after peasant, asking for an audience, pleading for aid. The drought has caused hunger. The rain has flooded our homes. Disease has ravaged our village. And then others, not peasants, more advisors, who came with reports, endless reports, reports about water, reports about roads, reports about conquests, reports about trade, reports about ships, reports about tariffs, reports about peoples too far away to ever be seen! Hour after hour, the boy sat, while the peasants and people droned on. And on. And on. After a time, all the boy heard was rmrrmrm, rmrrmrm… a murmuring that sounded much like abhorred, abhorred, abhorred.