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  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

He raised his head; he flicked his ears.

Rommm, he tasted the air.

He trotted off, dry paws padding over dry stone, over lichen and moss. Stopping, sniffing, listening, he followed the sound down through the mountains, under the shadows of trees, a shadow himself, gray and soft, all soft padding paws and nose and ears quivering what sound, what sound.

XVII

TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE

In the beginning, learning to decipher the insect-legs—in secret, at night, outside, under the pale light of a lantern—was challenging. Having tried for so long to read the auguries of the world around her—the shimmer of moonlight on water, the zigzagging path of the sparrow through the sky—Alba could see only insects carrying portents when she looked at the letters.

J looked like a comet followed by its bright tail.

Q looked like a hawk spiraling into the beyond.

F looked like lightning forking across the sky.

“Sounds,” the boy-priest would repeat, only partly managing to conceal his frustration. “Sounds.”

Each night, he would bring a new parchment—whatever he could take with some measure of ease. Crouching in the dirt outside the chamber, they would lean together over the writing.

“This must be poor news,” Alba would say on seeing a collection of ee’s that appeared to her like an unfortunate division of veins. “Look at this arrangement of marks!”

“This merely lists the priests’ stores of food. E. It’s a sound. It sounds like eeeee. Two wheels sheep cheese, it says here. And moderately moldy, it says here, so yes, I suppose after all, the news is not so good.”

As time wore on, Alba grew more and more used to recognizing the shapes as sounds. “To… day, the oracle and her… app-apprentice re-received seven visitors,” she read haltingly. “All se-seven wanted… to know if they were mar-marrying the right person. Yes, this is right: I remember this. Only one asked about love. All the others wanted to know about wealth.”

The boy-priest carried whole scrolls to her. She learned to read the priests’ catalogs of the day—what they observed, what reports had come to them from afar. She gained a sense of the news of the land—more, a sense of its size and its people. She learned of its sufferings—the crops lost, the hunger felt, the disease that ravaged a village—and then, too, even in the midst of such suffering, its sometime celebrations—festivals that brightened a region with music and theater and games for a few shining days.

In the half dark, she practiced writing the sounds, the boy showing her how to hold the reed in her fingers, how to dip its sharp end in ink, how to keep the flat of her hand away from the parchment so the lines would not smudge and become something else altogether.

CHEESE, she copied. ORACLE, she copied. The little insect-legs carried the words firmly across the parchment. She thrilled at the truths they invoked. Days, when she was away from the parchments and sitting beside the oracle in the chamber, she traced the words again and again in her mind. APPRENTICE. PRIEST. VISITOR. PROPHECY. She envisioned the beetle-bodies skittering everywhere over the damp walls. More than once, the oracle had to gently nudge her from reverie—“Apprentice, your vision is elsewhere today. You leave me lonely”—and Alba, apologizing, would bring her attention back to the cave.