Back Wolfish Save as PDF
Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

It was growing darker. Alba could scarcely see the girl or the beast.

“Would you write that I loved them?” Rae’s voice was softer, muffled as though it came from a distance. “That I wanted to return to them?”

Alba clasped Rae’s hand tight. It seemed she was slipping from her. “I will,” she said. “I promise, I’ll find a way to write it all. Rae…,” she called into the dark. She could neither see nor feel the girl at all now. “Rae?”

Drip.

For a half moment, the earth opened around Alba. Roots twisted away, stones tumbled into twilight, grubs and creeping things wriggled their firm white bodies, fleshy and luminous in the dark. Briefly, she saw Rae and the wolf as they had been before, together on the edge of the meadow, the wide starlit sky sweeping above them. The air rang with churring—cicadas, crickets, green meadow shadows—then darkness closed over them again.

Drip.

Field turned into forest, forest into mountain, mountain into soil.

Drip.

Alba, waking, felt her cheeks damp in the haze of the chamber.

Drip.

“Rae!” she called at the stones. She listened and listened. No song came from beyond.

Drip.

She was alone.

Sitting up, she found she had taken hold of something in her sleep: Maurus’s pot shard—wait there—was clutched tight in her fist. She turned it over, feeling its edges. Tentatively, she ran a corner along the wall; though it was too dark to see, she could feel it leave a faint scratch along the stones.

She stood. I, ALBA, THE ORACLE-APPRENTICE, she scratched. KNOW THIS TRUTH. She took a step back. No, the shadows were too thick. Still, she felt the letters, pale and faint, were glowing there—felt the words would keep giving her light.

She ran her hands over the walls. So much space, she thought.

So much time.

LIII

THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP

He could not escape it.

Wherever he went, he heard the girl’s unendurable singing.

He heard it as he reclined on his cushions; he heard it when he poked the fish in his pond. He heard it when he marked the lines of his name on a parchment; he heard it when he scraped the last bit of jam from his bowl.

“Make it stop!” he demanded.

“Make what stop?”

“The singing.”

“What singing?”

“The girl! With the wolf! Make her stop singing!”

A servant would be dispatched. An advisor. A guard. Down the corridor they’d go; up again they’d come. She’s not singing, they’d say, or, She is singing, but I’ve told her to stop. And yet, the noise would not end.

He heard it in the halls, in his chamber, in the farthest corners of the palace and gardens. He put his hands to his ears; he buried his head beneath pillows. He grew more and more heated. “Make it stop! Make her stop!”

Governor-Advisor, even, attempted to soothe him. “The wolf hasn’t eaten in over a week. It won’t be long now. No animal can overcome its own appetite.”