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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Alas.

Not all their endeavors had been successful.

The pale, crouching thing, perhaps the frog-shaped soul of what had been once a boy, was gone.

LVII

TOO-HASTY SEAMS

Alba awoke to a noise.

She could not name it.

Something scurrying through the halls, rushing up and down the long corridors. Its claws ticked on the stones as it loped past her chamber. Sniffing, it paused and returned. Sniffing more, it began to scratch and dig, scraping at the wood. The hinges rattled as it threw itself again and again against the door, trying to find its way in.

Eyes wide in the dark, Alba backed into the corner. The thing outside ripped furiously at the wood, clawing at it, battering it with a horrible thudding. The planks began to splinter and crack. The thing was finding its way in.

No, it was in. It was already inside. Alba could not see it, not really, only a dark shape moving in darkness. Nowhere to go, she pressed her body into the stones, but the thing had found her—it was beside her, sniffing, sniffing, a hot muzzle nosing her arms, her hair, her face.

A keening—a sound full of sorrow and hunger—rose from its throat.

What was this creature? Trembling, scarcely breathing, Alba could think only wolf, but even deep in her fear, she sensed it was not. The sound it was making—guttural, empty—was not out of nature. It carried a smell, prickling, sour—sharp as spoiled milk—as it nosed over her body.

Desperate to see, she opened her eyes wider, and in the faint threads of moonlight, she saw a creature she still could not name. What was it? What was its shape? Her heart pulsed through her thoughts. The thing was brutish. Unnatural. It had fur, paws, claws, teeth, tail—but its form was twisted. Distorted. Not an animal. In a crooked mouth, its teeth flashed.

Muzzle feverish against her ear, the creature wailed again, a thick, eerie sound so full of loneliness that Alba, even in her terror, was stunned.

She knew that loneliness.

She recognized it across years and years.

For a moment, she saw not the distorted creature but the boy who had stood before her so long ago: the little boy who had been so hopeful when he’d first heard the word sibling.

This thing, whatever it was, was all the king’s emptiness bundled and stitched into animal skin.

Now that she was looking, she saw how the fur scarcely covered it; peering, she could see the few wild stitches that pinned it. The emptiness threatened to burst the too-hasty seams; it bulged and sagged and protruded and reshaped the animal hide into nothing recognizable. No form out of nature.

Though Alba hardly understood how a creature like this could come to be, knowing how desperate and dangerous it had become, she only trembled more.

Cringing, she waited to feel its misshapen mouth tear through her skin. She waited for its half-dangling claws to rip her apart.

Instead, the thing ran the odd crooked knob of its muzzle over her again, searching and searching, looking for something that would fill its vast belly. It sniffed and sniffed; then, with a wailing that threatened to rupture its poorly stitched fur, it tore away, loose claws clattering over the stones, out through the cracked door of her cell into the corridors, howls echoing through the halls.