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  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

His voice had sounded like wind. Like rock-tumbling water.

Alba tried to push the worry away. Perhaps the shepherd had been simply in shock after falling so roughly. Perhaps the twin was at home watching the flock.

Beside her, the little boy sighed and turned in his sleep. She glanced at the children around her, their dark, resting heads, their placid cheeks, soft with childhood and dreaming. She’d let the guards take her in place of any of them, she thought. In place of all of them. Whatever happened, whatever awaited them at the end of this journey, she had to speak to the king. As soon as they arrived at the palace, she’d find a way.

She pressed her face to the canvas. Outside, dawn was beginning to slip over the hills. She watched towns rise out of the woods and fields, one after another, as the world grew pinker in the early light. As they came to each one, she felt she could even recognize it from what she’d learned of them from Maurus and all the priestly catalogs she had read: Oh, this is the village whose well went dry. This is the town overrun by vermin. This is the hamlet in need of a medic. She was overcome seeing what she’d spent so many years only imagining. She’d learned of these towns solely through their misfortunes, but now passing them, catching glimpses of the people rising with the dawn—a woman picking greens on a hillside, a villager singing while carrying buckets of water from the river, even a dog, tail proudly raised, prancing through a field with a fat, flabby rat dangling from its mouth—she was reassured to see daily life still going on. The people had found a way to rise above their towns’ fate—above the neglect of the king.

“That’s my village.” Cynicism all gone, the older boy spoke from the corner. Like Alba, he leaned close to the canvas. He looked at her over the heads of the sleeping children, his face drawn in the gloom. “I hope you’re right,” he said. “I hope you are the oracle-apprentice. I want to believe you. I want to go home.”

XXXVI

A LITTLE CLOUD

Mop did not rise the whole journey home. Tucked in the sheep cart, pulled along by a mule lent to them by Myntas—Don’t worry, Ness; take the mule, take Mop home, I’ll come to you when I can—Mop lay silent, unnaturally still. No matter how many times Rae, walking alongside, squeezed his hand or, with trembling voice, repeated his name—Mop, Mop!—he would not wake. Not when the wheels became stuck in soft earth and Nessa and Rae had to rock the cart while begging the placid mule to pull, pull!; not when they rattled over dry, rocky streambeds that threatened to bounce the cart over sideways; not when a shower passed and raindrops splashed over Mop’s quiet face. He did not wake when they reached their small farm, when the sheep ran bleating toward them, when Nessa and Rae half carried, half dragged him into the house and rolled him onto the bed. He did not wake when they started the fire or washed his face or wrapped him in fleece or lifted his head and brought a spoonful of herby broth to his lips.