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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

From the Chronicles of Agnolo the Flat-Footed:

And well amazed were the palace advisors who did find the oracle-apprentice beside the devoured body of the king’s governor-advisor. Though she suffered a head wound that kept her insensible for many days, the patient ministerings of the fine priest Maurus did enable her return to health. And advisors who waited at her feet did say that each word she uttered fell like water on parched soil, so full of wisdom was she of the realm and its people. With her sage counsel was the realm guided into peace, its people facing neither hunger nor disease without aid and comfort.

LXIII

LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING

The homecoming was as Rae had imagined it. The sheep bleating and thudding through the fields when she and the boy appeared out of the trees, Mop and Ness dropping whatever bucket or lamb or fleece they held in their arms and hurrying toward them, Ness reaching them first and bundling Rae in her embrace—Oh, my girl, my girl—then Mop arriving behind and wrapping his long arms around them both—bird above so it was—then Rae, trying to open her arms to show them the boy, still wrapped in her shawl, wide-eyed and shrinking from the commotion, Rae trying to explain, He was a wolf, but now he’s a boy, but then Mop, somehow—and this was the only thing Rae had failed to imagine—nodding and saying, Oh, my son.

He was their son. The boy who was the wolf became her brother. Rom, they called him, this quiet, gray-eyed boy who listened and listened and took everything in. In the beginning at least, a bit like the lambs trailed after their mothers, he followed Rae everywhere: He knelt beside her in the garden when she pulled the carrots; he walked with her into the fields to gather wild greens; he waited with her in the twilight when she whistled for the flock to return. He, too, learned to pick fleece and sow seeds and prepare balms and tend to the lambs. Outside, in open air, his formerly grub-pale skin grew warm with the sun; he was freckled or dirt-smudged, it was unclear, only that he was exploring so often with Rae, he carried the outside with him everywhere. He grew tall, taller than Rae, and when he ran, long legs leaping, he could nearly outpace the hares he surprised in the meadows; he could bound from rock to rock in the hills almost as lightly as the birds could flit through the branches.

For months he was quiet, all wide eyes and attentive ears, but once, at dinner, as a lamb wandered in and surprised them all, he burst into giggles—a barking bright laugh that showed a scraggle of teeth that themselves look like laughter, crooked and joyful and sharp. After this, words came, one or two, here and there—Rae, sister, Mop, Ness, sheep, home. He pronounced them slowly as though they were precious and fragile.

He could out-eat them all—whole loaves of bread, full wheels of cheese, bowl after bowl of Nessa’s root stew—but with his extra hands, the care of the farm grew easier. And when market days came again, so much fleece and cheese did they have to sell, brother and sister carried almost as much on their backs as the sheep pulled: They sold enough even to buy Myntas a new mule, and though Rom could scarcely be persuaded to step out from behind the booth—so wide-eyed and apprehensive was he of the crowds of men and women and jubilant children—he still enjoyed the date pancakes that Rae ran again and again through the market to fetch for him. When he grinned at her with wild, sticky teeth, his grin matched her own, and her heart brimmed with his happiness.