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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“I’m sorry,” she whispered, hoping Mop and Ness heard her words. Then, though she was small and the guard clutching her large, she rammed her elbow into the soft of his belly so that he gasped and—for a moment—lost the strength in his hands. She twisted away. “I’m sorry!” she cried again as, now running, she tore away, sprinting across the field, strides long and desperate.

A clamoring followed—“Rae!” and “Get her!” yelping over the meadow.

Rae did not glance back. She kept her eyes on the forest, the line of dark trees, her feet thudding I’m sorry I’m sorry beneath her. She listened for the men behind her, heard them yelling to mount horses, to give chase; she heard hoofbeats rise, a galloping over soft earth. She could not outrun them for long—she did not want to outrun them for long. She wanted only to draw them away from Mop and Nessa, to bring them as far away as she could from her home. If she could only reach the woods, she could hide in its shadows—make them search for her, make them forget about Mop.

Her hem flapped about her knees; blades of grass, sharp stalks, prickling weeds lashed against her calves, burned underfoot. Even panicked, rushing, she knew the form of the land; her feet carried her in mad flight across meadow, along the pebbled banks of the stream, hoofbeats gaining all the time.

“Rae!” she heard behind her—Nessa sobbing—and no word, but a horror-struck sound, Mop wailing, keening.

I’m sorry I’m sorry, her feet crashed. Her chest heaved; she gasped, gasped again—she could not run faster. The line of trees rose and fell, rose and fell—the hoofbeats pounding closer, the earth trembling, even, beneath her, the tremors of the horses’ wild strides.

“Don’t take—r daugh—!” Ness’s cry came broken across the field. “-ae! Rae!”

Shadows. Shadows. She’d reached the edge, the forest’s ragged line. She threw herself into its gloom, still running, root and stone and moss and pine and fern and twig and branch entangling her, tripping her. She crashed through bracken and underbrush, the horses now crashing, too, the men shouting, while behind her, Ness’s wailing, Mop’s keening grew fainter and fainter.

“-aaaae!” she heard, the last cry of Ness.

But beneath Ness’s faint cry, beneath the sounds of lashing twigs and crashing underbrush, beneath unsteady hoofbeats and her own stumbling steps, high in the distant hills, almost hushed by the forest’s burgeoning green, another sound rose. Long. Mournful. Dark.

An answering howl.

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XLII

A GREASY SHRIEK

Rae did not stop running until she was far into the forest, and even then, she kept going, ducking under woody vines, pushing through ferny undergrowth, clambering over fallen logs, their bark crumbly with rot and moss and slick with fungus. On foot, off the path, she was faster than the horses who balked at the tangles of branches and uneven ground: Rae heard the men cursing behind her, urging their mounts to Go on, go on!