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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

… she knew the rider must be traveling to the mountains, and she understood this was the babe—no, babes! two!—the boy-king meant to abandon… but she could do nothing: She was borne along in the stream turning gold in the dawn, and she strained against the weight of the water to do something, anything, but she was splashing through a field at the base of the mountains, blooms trailing wild at the banks, sheep nibbling weeds at the edge, velvet noses dipped in the water, the lambs’ bleating as loud as the water…

… and there, in the distance, watching his flock, leaning on his staff, a shepherd… Alba struggled to find her voice in the water—Help! she wanted to cry, or, The babes! Save them! Hurry! Hurry!—but she could feel nothing but the terror of water in her mouth… and the shepherd turned away, and Alba roared with all the airlessness of water, and no sound came but the roaring…

… and Alba felt herself then rushing back through ground and stone and shadow and field and forest, rushing again into the darkness of the cavern, where the waters were whispering, “The babes are abandoned,” and someone was lifting her, unpinning her arm from the rocks, and she flailed, thrashing, desperate to return to the infants.…

“Apprentice! Oracle-Apprentice, stop!” cried a voice—someone dragging her away from the fissure.

“Let go of me! Put me down!” she gasped.

“I’m trying to save you!”

“It’s not I who needs saving!” She scrabbled away from the hands pulling at her. In dim lantern light, she saw long robes: one of the priests.

“I’m sorry.…” The priest picked up the lantern, and as he did, his features came into view. “I heard your cries—you were caught there, in the rocks. I thought… I’m sorry… I thought you needed rescuing.”

Alba, still overcome with the helplessness and terror of seeing the babes left in the wilderness, looked blankly at the priest, trying to bring herself into the present.

This priest—she did not recognize him. Though his nose was slender and sharp, a delicate beak, his face was otherwise round, even soft: He was only a boy—younger even than she.

He kept his gaze on the floor. “I’m sorry,” he said again. “I shouldn’t be speaking to… or I shouldn’t…” His eyes darted about the chamber. “I shouldn’t be here.” He began to back away. “But…” He paused, hesitating, then whispered all in a rush. “You shouldn’t, either. The chamber is not allowed at night. For anyone. I’m supposed to guard it. It’s been my duty ever since… ever since I was brought here. I wonder… how did you come past me? I was there, beside the entrance. I’ve never been in here, though.” He tilted his head, glancing at the floor and ceiling. “Such a smell. I wonder how you stand it. Is it hard to breathe? Outside I don’t smell it at all. Night, there are smells. My favorite is thyme—there’s not much in the rocks, but I can smell some when the wind blows. If you picked a little and kept it in your pocket, you could sniff it when you have to stay here… but only during the day, because night… it’s not permitted. One day, I’m supposed to have a different duty. I’d like to prepare the meals. I can make a stew with chickpeas and thyme. My mother showed me. Do you think that would be good? I think meals—that would be a good duty. I wouldn’t have to sleep while the sun is shining. It’s so difficult. But you must not see much sun, either.…”