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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

The air in the room got tight as soon as she said his name. Mickey felt instantly guilty, even though she hadn’t been the one who said it.

“Who’s Philip?” Ruth asked. Mickey snapped up, but Ruth had the sweetest face: all open and full of sparkle. So much so that Mickey wondered, for an instant, if she truly had forgotten.

“Phil was my big brother,” Silas said, digging his fork into the meat. “He was a wild child back in the day, always taking girls for rides on his motorcycle. The pretty ones, at least.” He winked at Mickey, who gave a weak smile.

“I’ve never been on a motorcycle,” Ruth said. “My mom says I’d like it too much.”

Silas laughed. “Smart mom.”

Lily cleared her throat, her knife scraping ceramic. “So, Sean, are the Watersons around this summer?”

Sean chewed in no hurry.

“Yup.”

“Oh, that’s good to know. I will reach out to them. Are you going to see them?”

“Yeah, at some point.”

“Who are they?” Ruth asked with the same innocence. But this time her knee hit Mickey’s hard under the table, and Mickey had to cough to keep from laughing.

“The Watersons own the house to the right of ours, through the woods. They’ve been there forever—since Evan and Rose first built the place. Good kids, right, Sean?”

“Whatever that means.”

“You should have them over!” Lily suggested.

Sean shrugged.

“That would be fun!” Ruth said, blotting her mouth with her napkin to hide her own grin. Her food was scattered and smooshed across her plate, but not eaten. Mickey pushed her own plate away.

—

AFTER THE PLATES WERE cleared, cleaned, and dried, Lily went upstairs to take a bath, and Silas followed, saying good night with a kiss on Mickey’s head. Mickey was ready to go up, too, to giggle under the covers with Ruth like they had every night before. But Ruth looped back into the living room and plopped down on the worn leather sofa. Sean wandered over to the bookshelf, touching the dusty spines with his brow furrowed.

“I have a crazy idea,” Ruth said as Mickey fell into the couch beside her, her foot sliding under Ruth’s bare thigh. “What if we had a séance?”

Mickey froze. She remembered the time she played Ouija board with Sean in elementary school. He moved the planchette just gently enough to make Mickey believe she was haunted by a clown. She had refused to go to the circus since.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean,” Ruth said, lowering her voice, “what if we try to contact that girl, Sarah? The one you said your uncle—”

Sean spun on his heel, any pretense of distraction gone.

“You told her?”

“It’s fine, Sean,” Ruth said. “I won’t tell anyone. I swear.”

“Yeah, Sean. Relax.”