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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Sorry,” Cal murmured, and I couldn’t help but see the redness that bloomed from her cheeks down her neck as it had been the night before, raised and wet.

“Actually, she goes by Cal, boss.”

Trey popped his head up from over the divider, a gopher in polyester.

“I bet that’s not the only name she asks you to call her,” KQ said, one eyelid stomping out a wink. Cal opened her mouth to protest but didn’t say anything. She was nothing if not disciplined.

“Trey, you ready to head out for that deal?” I asked, standing.

“Sure thing, bucko,” he said.

“You too, Cal,” I added, and I caught a flicker of relief in her face before she nodded and reached for her binder.

LILY

ornament

SILAS KICKED OFF HIS boots and came into the kitchen, smelling of fresh dirt. He put Lily’s phone down on the counter. “Here, I found this in the boathouse.”

Lily’s heart jumped, but when she clicked open the phone, she had no messages, nothing suspicious. So she breathed a silent sigh of relief and tucked the phone into her pocket.

“Where have you been?” she asked. She had made a pitcher of iced tea and was squeezing the last of the lemons. “I didn’t see you out by the garden.”

“I was actually touching up the firepit.”

Lily froze. That’s where she left the poppies.

“Why would you want to mess with the firepit? We haven’t used it in ages.”

“Well, maybe we would if it weren’t so decrepit,” Silas said, reaching for the pitcher. “Ha, decrepit. I’m hilarious.”

Lily poured her own glass, just to keep her hands busy.

“I think I’m going to put some whiskey in this. You want some?”

Lily nodded, and Silas took their glasses into the living room.

“What happened with the kids last night? I saw Mickey, and she had a full-on guilt face. She even hugged me.”

“They decided to have a séance,” he answered as he poured liberally.

“What? For whom?”

“For Sarah. I went to check on Mickey before going to bed, and they weren’t there, so I went looking.” Silas handed Lily her glass and lifted his to his lips.

“Jesus. Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“I would’ve if I hadn’t found them on the property. I figured they went out for a night swim. You know, like we used to.”

The memories came back for both of them: cold water and hot breath, moonlight and tan lines. Sharing one towel because they forgot a second. Because they shared everything.

“I told you Ruth was a bad influence,” Lily said.

The words drew a firm line in time. It was something she never would’ve said back then.