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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

Sean pulled Mickey’s hand toward his face so he could scratch his nose.

“Don’t be afraid.”

Mickey twisted on the blanket. There was a pit in her stomach like the time she took her bike over to the big park when she was seven, the one across the busiest street. Like she didn’t know which was scarier—to succeed or not.

Then, the air shifted. They all felt it at the same time. Mickey could tell by the tightened grip on both of her hands. It felt like someone was watching them.

“That’s right, Sarah,” Ruth went on. “Come to us; tell us what happened to you. Did you drown?”

“We already know that,” Sean said.

“Shh!”

The water slapped against the shore, and then again. Mickey felt cold all over.

“Did someone hurt you?” Ruth asked.

Mickey could see the candlelight flicker through her eyelids, even though there wasn’t any wind.

“Who drowned you, Sarah?”

Mickey tightened her grip on Sean’s fingers, and he squeezed back. She wanted to cry with gratitude for him just then, for their shared experience of faking bravery to impress this new outsider, and their shared blood that kept them together, separate from her.

There was a sudden crack in the woods and Mickey whirled around, but Ruth yanked her arm back to center.

“Don’t open your eyes,” she hissed.

Another crack. A rustle, a screech of birds taking flight.

“It’s okay, Sarah. You’re safe with us. There’s nothing to be afraid of,” Ruth said, louder this time. It seemed the scarier the world, the stronger Ruth’s confidence. And for the first time, Mickey realized her friend had grown up on fear.

“Tell us, Sarah, so we can help you. Who killed you? Was it Philip? Give us a sign.”

The crash that followed was so loud, even Ruth dropped Mickey’s hand. Candles scattered, extinguishing as they rolled into the dirt.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Silas bellowed, his voice violent enough to scare away the rest of the birds, and anything else that might have dared come close to them in the dark.

PEYOTE

ornament

THE ELEVATOR STOPPED, BUT the doors didn’t open. I was about to put my hands over my head and concede when a screen dropped down, covering the door. It was all white except for scrawling black text.

Welcome to the Sixth Floor! click here to begin.

I looked at Cal and she shrugged. I tapped and the text disappeared, replaced by a spinning circle of colors from the cheapest crayon box.

Then the circle froze.

“A classic,” Cal said.

Answer the following questions to find your perfect spirit guide!

Which form are you more inclined toward?

  1. Human
  2. Animal
  3. Nonspatial/light being

Cal pressed “animal,” and I didn’t object.

What is your most successful way of receiving instruction?

  1. Kindly
  2. Forcefully
  3. Passive-aggressively