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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

I wasn’t watching Cal. I didn’t even think to.

That was my mistake.

First of many.

After an hour of deliberation, I got three women to buy us all drinks if I paid them double. It was a fair-enough deal, all things considered. If this helped Cal and me get out of this nightmare, it was worth it. I paid them up front to secure their secrecy. When we got back to our table, it was already crowded with slick skin and bikini strings and empty shot glasses. A few men orbited nearby, panting. I pushed forward, looking for Trey.

“Hey, I got three ladies here who would like to—” But I stopped when I saw Cal.

On our table, a woman lay splayed out on her back, naked save a lime in her mouth and a full shot glass balancing over her belly button. Cal knelt between her split thighs and took the shot glass in her teeth. She gave a little twitch as the booze went down, and then she pulled herself up the length of the other woman’s body to the lime, pausing over her bottom lip long enough to get a “Sweet Jesus” out of Trey. Then she flipped the lime into her mouth and bit down, juice running down her neck.

The woman rose on towering heels and sent an empty glass to the floor, where it shattered, all sparkle against the liquor-soaked laminate.

“I’ll get a broom,” the next in line said, but Cal shook her head.

“Don’t bother.” And to the crowd’s delight, she sank back to her knees. Then she looked up at me. Her cheeks were red, but a different kind of red than I had seen before. This looked less like blood and more like fire. The girls I’d paid fidgeted behind me, embarrassed to be on my team.

“Welcome back, Pey,” she said, balancing a new shot on the next stripper’s stomach. “I honestly thought you would pussy out.”

Trey laughed.

“Good one, Cal! Pey is a pussy!”

She ignored him, holding my gaze.

“Nobody eats limes with Jäger shots,” I said, shock rendering me dumb.

“This is Hell, Pey.”

Cal stood up and turned away from the table, from the woman on the table, from Trey. She turned away from everyone but me. Then she bent over and dragged one finger along the club’s floor, glistening with glass and booze and blood.

“We can do whatever the fuck we want.”

She put her finger in her mouth, and the crowd went wild.

SILAS

ornament