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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

He staggered like the mere sight of her ripped him apart.

“Shut up, Dad,” Mickey said, punching him on the arm.

“Well, at least she still talks like my daughter.”

He reached out and wrapped an arm around Mickey’s shoulders, pulling her in. “You look beautiful, sweetheart,” he said into her hair. Mickey rolled her eyes and pulled free, reaching for the wooden spoon.

“What about me?” Ruth asked, spinning. Her dress was yellow with red flowers and a delicate white belt. It highlighted her skin the way the sun already had. Ruth seemed to live bathed in light.

“You are both Oscars ready,” Silas said, bowing his head. “We are not worthy!”

Ruth laughed and curtsied.

“You girls can set the table,” Silas went on as he turned back to the oven. “Dinner will be ready in five.”

—

SILAS SERVED THE BOURGUIGNON on trivets, and its steam mingled with the humid evening air enough to make everyone tug at their collars. Ruth took Mickey’s plate and piled it high before reaching for Sean’s.

“Thank you so much for this beautiful dinner, Mr. and Mrs. Harrison,” she said as she took the next plate. “If I lived with you all the time, I’d be a whale!”

“Oh, I doubt that,” Lily said. Mickey hadn’t seen her mother that day; she had gone into town to run errands. She looked tired, more so than usual for New Hampshire. She looked more like Home Lily, not Vacation Lily.

“So, Mick told me you two first fell in love here at this house in high school! That’s so romantic.” Ruth held her own plate now, gesturing with the serving spoon.

“That’s right,” Silas said, patting Lily’s hand. Lily reached for the sour cream.

“Tell me everything. What did you all do down here, back when you were our age?”

Sean rolled his eyes. “Don’t encourage them.”

“Oh, come on,” Ruth said. “I’ve never heard it!”

Sean stuck his fork into a carrot and didn’t say anything. Silas smiled. His past brightened under even the slightest flicker of attention, like Tinker Bell and her survival on faith.

“We have some good stories, that’s for sure.”

“Did you throw parties and stuff?”

“Well, don’t tell my kids, but definitely yes.”

“Tell the one about when Mom got that ticket from the boat police,” Mickey said. The edges of her dress rippled through her fingers in front of the fan. Even with every window open, the air smelled of nothing but red meat and redder wine.

“I wouldn’t call them ‘police,’ ” Lily said. “They were younger than I was.”

“What were you doing?”

“I forgot to bring a life jacket. To be fair, I was barely fifty feet from the dock. I just wanted somewhere I could read quietly—Philip had been showing off his motorcycle all day, and the sound of that engine did not go with wine-cooler hangovers.”