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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

MICKEY

ornament

IT WAS DARK BY the time they finished dinner, and when they rang the Watersons’ doorbell, Mickey had to quickly pick leaves from between her feet and the soles of her wedge heels. Ruth still had on her flip-flops, even though she was the one who convinced Mickey to wear the wedges. Mickey thought about taking them off right there on the doorstep, but the door opened before she could undo the buckles.

“Hey, party people,” Cody said, standing to the side. They all shuffled in, Ruth kissing Cody on the cheek as she went. It was the first time Mickey had seen Cody blush in years, if she ever had.

“Follow me,” he said, leading the way down the carpeted steps to the basement.

The carpet was the color of oatmeal, and the same consistency. Mickey stared at it from the worn leather couch, watching the way small kernels bloomed out around the heel of her shoe.

“Do you guys want anything to drink?” Cody asked, grinning. “We got the good stuff tonight.” He opened the minifridge and pulled out a handle of rum. “I found it in the boathouse freezer.”

“Yes, please,” Ruth said. Cody balanced the handle with one arm as he poured the rum into red plastic cups and topped each off with Fresca.

“Watch out; these are dangerous. You can’t even taste it.”

Mickey took a sip and winced.

“Mickey can taste it,” Sean said.

“Shut up,” Mickey answered, and took another. “It’s good.”

“As long as it gets the job done,” Ruth said, holding her cup out in salute to Cody before throwing the whole thing back.

“Damn! You’re a badass.”

“Where’s Josh?” Ruth asked, and Mickey could see Cody deflate just a little.

“He’ll be down in a minute.”

“No shit, you got this already?” Sean asked, holding up a video-game case, still wrapped in plastic. He flipped open his pocketknife and split the seam.

Ruth turned to Mickey, pushing their faces together so their noses smooshed.

“So, Harrison,” she whispered. “You ready to get a little fucked up?”

“You promise not to leave me?”

Ruth grabbed Mickey’s hand and linked her pinky with hers, pulling them both to her lips.

“Pinky swear,” she said, before pushing herself off the couch. “Only to make our drinks.”

“You don’t have faith in my skills?” Cody asked, mock-hurt.

Ruth slung her purse over her shoulder and shot Cody a fawnlike look.

“I’ve been taught not to take drinks from boys. So I will be taking care of my bestie tonight, thank you very much.”

Mickey held out her now-empty cup, her eyes tearing as much from the burn of the rum as from the effort to make them the same kind of beautiful-wide.

PEYOTE

ornament