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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

That was, of course, a lie. Not the Trey part, but the rest of it. I had big plans, bigger than she could imagine. But they were all mine.

“Well, that’s horribly boring,” Cal said, spinning to the music and falling back on the couch.

“What do you want, Squeaks?”

“I want a lot of things,” she answered. “And I think if we work together, we can make a pretty little life for ourselves here.”

“There is no ‘working together’ with people like you,” I said. “You don’t know what loyalty is.”

Cal gave me a smile, but it caught on something first. I could see it in her eyes.

“We can call it a temporary alliance.”

“Look, if we’re fucking with Trey, I’m in. If it’s anything bigger, thanks but no, thanks. I’m not trying to make waves.”

I couldn’t say any more without telling her why, and I could feel the beer in my veins, eager for friends. I couldn’t risk it. I went to the minifridge and picked up the six-pack.

“Goodbye, Calamity,” I said, tipping a nonexistent hat. “Thank you for the hospitality.”

“What? You’re not going to drink them with me?”

“See you at work,” I said as I walked to the door.

“Listen,” she said, and it might’ve been just the beer, but I swear she sounded disappointed. “I know you don’t trust me, and you shouldn’t. But you helped me out in a tight spot, and that’s not something I’ll forget. So if you do come up with a bigger plan for your life”—she looked at me as if every thought I’d ever had were written on my forehead, as if keeping secrets from her were the most pathetic thing she’d ever seen—“and you need my help, I’m here. No questions asked. As long as it doesn’t interfere with my plan, of course.”

“What if it does?” I asked, reaching for the doorknob.

“Well, then I’d have to kill you,” she said.

This time, I was the one to put my hands up. “Too late,” I said.

MICKEY

ornament

“GET UNDER THERE WITH her, Mick!” Silas yelled, digital camera in hand. Mickey ducked under the WELCOME TO NEW HAMPSHIRE sign and gave a lopsided smile.

“Oh, come on, you can do better than that!”

“Let’s jump on the count of three!” Ruth said, grabbing Mickey’s hand and pulling her down to a crouch. On three, Mickey jumped and flailed, limbs everywhere, with Ruth’s hand tightly in hers.

“Just like gazelles,” Silas said.