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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

One: Cal didn’t know the General’s mark was fake.

Two: She wanted it, which meant I had to get it first.

“Thanks for this,” I said. “But are you sure there isn’t anything else you can do? I just want my own results that were already granted to me. Please, buddy. Help me out.”

Felix rolled back and forth for a second, like a person debating their next step. But Felix didn’t seem like the kind of creature who debated.

“There is one thing I can do, and only one thing.”

“What?” I asked.

A tiny raccoon hand touched my skin, followed by a hiss and a loud pop, and then nothing.

MICKEY

ornament

“TRUTH,” JOSH SAID, ONE hand around his plastic cup, the other pitched on the arm of the couch. When he got down to the basement, he took the spot next to Mickey, and she barely heard anything anyone had said since. Every time he gestured, his knee came so very close to hers.

Ruth rolled her eyes from her place on the floor.

“Boring,” she said.

“That’s me,” Josh answered, shrugging. Mickey grinned. She loved how he didn’t perform for Ruth the way Cody—or even she—did. He was immune, and she wanted what he had. She wanted the cure of him.

“Josh, are you a virgin?” Ruth asked. Sean laughed in a coughing way, and Cody joined.

“Define ‘virgin,’ ” Josh said. Mickey could see a poster of some football team’s cheerleaders hanging over his head, missing one thumbtack.

“That’s a yes,” Cody said.

“No, come on, I’m trying to play the game right,” Josh said. “I picked truth, so I want to make sure I’m telling the truth.”

“Have you had sex?” Ruth said. Mickey heard the word on the inside as much as she did on the outside.

“No,” Josh answered. He shifted on the couch, jostling Mickey just enough to spill a little of her drink on her thigh. She wiped it off with her forearm.

“Have you?” Cody asked Ruth.

She smiled. “It’s not my turn, perv.”

“I’m not the perv! It was your question!”

Mickey noticed how when Ruth laughed, she leaned back so her shoulders rested on Sean’s leg. She could tell Cody saw it too. She made a note to ask her about it later.

“Your turn,” Ruth said to Josh. He nodded.

“Mickey, truth or dare?”

Mickey froze and burned at the same time. She hurt from his attention, but when he turned his head away, she found she also hurt from the lack of it.

She swallowed.

“Dare.”

PEYOTE

ornament

I OPENED MY EYES and thought for a second I was at the Harrisons’.