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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

Silas knew exactly how she felt. So much so that he was practically there with her, all steam and wet hair pulled long and slick.

So much so that there was no point in keeping his eyes closed anymore.

So he didn’t.

PEYOTE

ornament

“LET’S JUST HOLD ON a second,” I said, taking in the room.

There must’ve been at least twelve of them. They all looked to be in their early twenties, except that they sat so still. They had varying skin tones and colors in their short-cropped hair, but somehow all of them looked the same—human bootlegs.

It was as if a Boy Scout troop had fallen into a communal coma a decade earlier and had just, communally, woken up.

“Here, I bet y’all are wanting these,” the man said as he tossed Cal a bottle of water. She opened it immediately. I flicked my wrist when he threw me mine, and everything stopped but the three of us, the bottle stuck mid-arc.

“Mr. Culver,” I said through a grin, “it’s great that you have so much support. But we don’t usually perform for an audience.”

“It’s Jason,” he said as he circled the water bottle midair. “Damn, that’s cool.”

“Okay, Jason. How about you tell me why you called us here, and we’ll go from there?”

I glanced over at Cal, who had moved toward the boys on the couch. She bent down in front of one and swept the hair from his stilled eyes.

“I need you to bring me someone,” Jason said. “He has something we need.”

“With all due respect, Jason, there are taxi services that charge a Hell of a lot less than us.”

Literally.

I heard Cal stand up and expected her to come to my side, but she moved around the room, fingers lingering over faces and in the dust on the shelves.

“And if I knew where he was, I would’ve called them. But he’s been dark for years. He’s not dead, though. I know it. We just can’t find him.”

“And who exactly is ‘we’?” I asked, glancing around the living room.

“He stole from all of us,” Jason said. “But from my understanding, you don’t need a scrapbook; you just need a soul. Am I right?”

My Trustworthy face faltered, but only for a second. There was no point in sugarcoating it: if he had called us with all of the information, he had already come to terms with what he would lose. Whatever he wanted was worth it. At least he thought it was, on this side of the dirt.

“How do you know the target is alive?” Cal interrupted. “That he still has what you’re looking for?”