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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

Mickey laid out her towel, closer to her brother’s than she would’ve yesterday. Something about the night before made him seem more human, like they were on the same team.

“Have you seen Dad yet?” she asked as she sat.

“Nope.”

“I’ve never seen him so mad.”

“I know,” Sean answered. He glanced at Mickey and rapped her on the knee. “You okay?”

Mickey felt the urge to hold out her bandage, to lift it up and show him. Partially because she thought he might be impressed, but mostly because she couldn’t remember the last time her brother asked her if she was okay and she wanted to see what he would do if she wasn’t.

“Fine,” she said. “Just worried about the imminent grounding.”

“I’m sure it will be epic, especially once Mom is involved.”

Mickey lay back, the sun white-hot through her eyelids.

“Do you ever think about how even when you close your eyes, they’re still seeing? Like, they’re never really . . . off. They’re just covered up.”

Sean sighed and lay back next to her.

“No, psycho. I never think about that.”

“You’re the psycho; you’re wearing a T-shirt while sunbathing.”

Ruth’s voice, followed by her shadow, made Mickey jump. Sean pulled on the hem of his shirt but didn’t take it off.

“Where have you been?” Mickey asked, scooching over to make room.

“I went for a walk in the woods,” Ruth said as she joined Mickey on her towel, lowering her legs to the dock. “Eek! Hot!”

“Here,” Mickey said, moving over farther.

“No, it’s fine,” she said as she rested her head on Mickey’s bare skin, her neck curved with the slight swell of Mickey’s hips. “I kind of like it.” She let go of her hair and it spilled everywhere, across Mickey’s stomach and down her other side onto the towel beneath them. It was cool to the touch, and it gave Mickey goose bumps.

As Mickey lay there, her friend’s red hair all around her—fire that didn’t burn—it was clear Ruth had a little bit of magic in her. And as long as she had Ruth, Mickey thought as her fingers grazed the matching bandage on her friend’s arm, it wouldn’t matter if Mickey had her own magic or not.

Theirs was a friendship built on sharing.

PEYOTE

ornament

“I FEEL DIRTY,” CAL said when she opened the door to her apartment.

“We’re not doing anything that bad,” I said as I stepped inside and closed the door. “Just taking advantage of his obvious crush on you.”

“What? No, I don’t feel bad; I feel dirty. As in his eyes and skin and breath got on me and it was gross.”