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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Whatever,” she said, running a hand along her body. “Apparently you’re not the only Harrison who wants this.”

“Ignore Lily,” Silas said. “She’s just trying to get a rise out of you.”

“It wasn’t Lily who told me.”

“Who?”

“He did,” she said, rolling away and facing the stars. Her speech was slowing under the blanket of Oxy. “Phil told me himself.”

“You’re lying.”

She sat up then, all the flirt drained clean out of her rage.

“Fuck you, Silas. Maybe I should be with him; maybe I chose the wrong brother. The weak one.”

“Sarah—”

“Fuck you!” she screamed so loudly that birds took flight.

Silas looked over his shoulder at the house, watching for a light to turn on. He checked the Watersons’ next door, but all windows stayed dark.

“Stop yelling,” he hissed. “They’ll find us.”

But she was done talking, he realized as she started to sit up. She was only going to be yelling now.

“Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck—”

Silas slapped a palm over her mouth, and her skull bounced the three inches back down to the float like a basketball.

“Shit,” he whispered, removing his hand almost as quickly as he had put it there. “Shit, are you all right?”

“Fuck you,” she said again, but at least she said it quietly.

—

SILAS HEARD A SPLASH and steadied himself on a tree, caught in the line between reality and memory. But the lake stayed dark. He reached again for the bottle, forgetting it wasn’t there. He wiped his hands on his jeans. His legs still vibrated from the bike, as if he were just another cricket in the dark.

“Phil,” he said to nothing, slamming his palm against the bark. “Goddamnit.”

Then he heard another splash, and there she was.

His wish that superseded all of his other wishes. The thing that would’ve saved them all. Sarah, leaving the water. Walking tall.

PEYOTE

ornament

RIGHT WHEN I RELEASED Cal, or rather, right as she broke, easily, from my grip, my tablet let out a series of insistent beeps.

I knew that sound.

One of my marks was disconnecting.

On the Fifth Floor, “disconnected” is the polite word for humans who die before we can sign them. Or maybe “polite” isn’t right. “Technical” would be better. Throughout my time in the Deals Department, millions of my targets had disconnected. But never once before had my heart gone anywhere in response, let alone to my throat.

Even before the screen loaded, I knew it was one of the Harrisons.

“Cal,” I said, tapping the screen, “I need to go.”

“What?”

“I know you have your own plan here, but I have another one. Just hear me out.”

Cal surprised us both by nodding, and I went on before she had time to change her mind.