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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“God,” Ruth said as she threw an arm over Mickey’s shoulder. “Promise me our lives will get better than high school.”

When she looked at Ruth, Mickey thought that for the first time in her life she understood why they called them “glory days.” Why this time would be something to relish. Something she would never forget.

“Obviously,” she lied.

Ruth turned around and looked at the firepit.

“Can we use this?”

Mickey shrugged, looking for another smooth rock.

“We’ve made s’mores down here a few times.”

“That’s adorable.”

Mickey’s face flushed, but she wasn’t exactly sure why.

“Does your uncle use the house too?”

Mickey’s lip went to her teeth. Her parents never told her not to talk about Uncle Phil, but somewhere along the way, she learned his name came with electricity. It made her parents jump—just a little jolt before they recovered, but it was enough to cause her to develop her own reaction. Eventually, it was enough to make her sidestep his name—the whole idea of him—entirely.

“No,” Mickey answered.

“Why not?”

Mickey kicked at a pile of leaves and inspected its wet underbelly.

“He’s dead,” she said. “He died in prison.”

It was the truth, and beyond the bare-boned facts of what happened that night all those years ago, it was about all she knew.

“Damn!” Ruth said, her eyes wide. “What’d he do? Did he kill someone?”

Mickey swallowed. “Yeah, actually. But my dad says it was by accident.”

“No way.” She took a step closer to Mickey and hit her on the arm. “Tell me everything!”

“It was in high school. Dad always said he was kind of a weird kid—like, a sensitive, artsy type. He had a motorcycle—it’s still here, in the shed—and made my grandparents totally crazy. When he was a senior, there was some accident and a girl died. He didn’t mean to kill her, but it was his fault, I guess.”

Mickey had never told anyone about Uncle Phil, but she saw Ruth’s attention as if it were physical, a cord floating free around her, and she had never wanted to hold on to anything so badly in her life.

“That’s crazy,” Ruth said. “That’s so crazy.”

“Yeah, we don’t talk about it.”

Ruth nodded. But then she yawned, her eyes squeezed shut like a cat’s.

“It happened here.”