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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I can show you!” Mickey said, looking toward the woods between her house and the Watersons’, where the lawn went from cropped green grass to underbrush. She didn’t fully realize how much she had worried about Ruth’s seal of approval until she received it. Now her heart thumped with pride.

Ruth dropped her towel back in the sand.

“Lead the way!”

The woods were as untamed as always, and Mickey regretted not putting on her flip-flops. The path was still there, but branches weaved under the fallen leaves in unknowable places, unpredictable patterns. She stepped quickly but with caution, picking her way down a hill. Ruth followed.

“Mick, this is seriously so beautiful.”

Ruth had used the word many times since they arrived. She said it about the lake, and the view of the house from the wooden float off the dock. She said it about the sand and the grass and the way the tied-up canoe slapped the surface of the water.

“Come on,” Mickey said, stepping over a fallen log.

The woods opened up to a small clearing. Instead of being all sand like the little man-made beach next to the boathouse, this clearing was mostly trampled grass and the mulch of old leaves. There were exposed roots and flat stones perfect for skipping. A small slope like a dirt tongue extended into the water, which made quiet sounds as it met and remet the earth.

“This is so cool!” Ruth said, spinning in a circle, her arms out and her eyes directed up at the treetops. In the middle of the clearing there was a firepit, sloppily made but resilient. Stones encircled a pile of wet pine needles and old ash like sediment.

“Did you and Sean make this?”

“My dad did,” Mickey said. “With my uncle, when they were our age.”

Ruth squatted over the firepit. She lifted up a curled strip of aluminum, a piece of a crushed beer can burned beyond brand recognition.

“Your dad is kind of a badass, isn’t he?” Ruth asked, the aluminum glinting in the light of the low-hanging sun. “Or at least he was, in high school.”

Mickey laughed. She ran her finger over a rock from the shore, examining it.

“He definitely was,” Ruth went on. “He’s a total babe.”

“Gross!” Mickey shouted, kicking shallow water toward Ruth.

“I’m just saying, with those eyes and those arms, I bet he slayed.”

“That’s when he met my mom.” Mickey threw the stone in Ruth’s direction, missing on purpose. “High school.”

“No way!” Ruth said.

“They started dating junior year. She came up here with him that summer, and every summer since.”

“I would love to hear those stories! I bet they had some crazy parties down here.”

“My dad would love to tell them. He’s addicted to the glory days.”