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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I’m going for the guy with the gun,” I said, looking down at my tablet. “Jake Sutherland. Twenty-five. He hasn’t killed anyone yet, so we can still make a deal. Cal, you could take either Mark Vernon—the kids’ father—or Veronica Sutherland, Jake’s mom. Preference?” Cal looked toward the three-family home, outside of which Mark paced, his movements quick and fierce. I could taste it in my throat—terror, and terror’s favorite companion. Rage.

It made me hungry.

“I want the dad,” Cal said, smiling the kind of smile of those who throw themselves out of airplanes for fun.

“Boss?”

“I can take Jake’s mom,” KQ said as she pushed herself up, but I could feel how badly she didn’t want to. I could feel both of them, their itching anticipation, their collective high on the sweet atmosphere. They could feel me too.

“All right, team,” she said. “Don’t forget—we need to get the same deal at the same time. If the dad wants Jake dead and Jake wants to headline Warped Tour, we’ve got nothing. Needs to be exactly the same. Pey, you’re taking the lead on this. What’s our deal?”

Cal looked at me with something like deference and maybe, if I were arrogant enough to believe it, admiration.

“Let’s keep it simple,” I said. “Parents on both sides are certainly going to wish this never happened, and I bet I can get Jake to agree. How about a Rewind?”

“Okay. Hop to it! If we pull this off, we can get a beer before we have to go back.” KQ clapped once and disappeared. Cal gave me a thumbs-up and took off toward the house. I rolled my shoulders and closed my eyes.

I could hear him, Mr. Jake Sutherland. Not out loud, of course. I could hear him on the inside, asking for me.

Asking for someone, at least.

When I opened my eyes, I was in the hallway.

I don’t remember much about my life on Earth. But every once in a while the ancient part of my brain still sticky with human sap will catch a scent and send me flying backward. This was one of those moments. The hallway was long and cool and dark, especially compared with the bright sunshine outside, and it smelled of darkness. The stale air was circulated over wood floors and faded wallpaper only by the whir of fans, turned up all the way at night. It was a disappointing smell, but a safe one. The smell of coming inside to do chores instead of playing with friends. Hints of dinnertime and sunscreen and Lemon Pledge, the things well-loved kids complain about.

Up ahead there was a bang, the butt of a gun against wood. Jake was pounding on the bathroom door.

“Rebecca, just talk to me!”