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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“One more!” Ruth pleaded. “This time, let’s be sexy.” Ruth extended her arm and, a tiger with a pout, scratched at Silas as he held the camera back to his eye. Mickey froze, looking from her dad to Ruth, unsure if she should act like she’d never heard the word “sexy” in her life or if she should jump right in and copy her friend. And if she went with the second, she had no idea how to make her eyes look dangerous like that. Like those of a predator with soft fur.

“Come on, Mick!” Ruth cajoled, elbowing her. “Work that fine ass!” She slapped Mickey on the butt. Mickey rolled her eyes, frustrated by her father’s stupid grin behind the camera. She cocked her hip and butted Ruth back.

“Yeah, just like that!” Ruth pushed Mickey forward so her hands landed on her knees, and swiveled her own body as if climbing onto Mickey, one hand on her waist and the other in the air, claws outstretched. The light caught the chipped red tips of her fingers, glistening like blood.

—

“HOW CAN WE GET these, Mr. Harrison?” Ruth asked when they were back in the car. “I want to post them! You’re such a good photographer.”

“I did minor in photography in college,” Silas said.

“Jesus, Dad.”

“Seriously, Mr. Harrison. These are so much better than the ones we take ourselves! You should think about doing it again. You know, professionally. I bet you’d be really good at it.”

Mickey cringed, burning with embarrassment that her brother now knew she took selfies. He had his headphones on, but she couldn’t hear the usual beat coming from them, high and fast like the heart of a small animal.

“Thank you, Ruth. You are quickly becoming my favorite child,” Silas said, pointing into the rearview mirror to Mickey and wagging his finger.

The roads got thinner as the woods got thicker. The trees were long and lean and clustered so closely, Mickey thought of brush bristles. Their green was shared among them, a blur of growth and shadow. Mickey rolled down the window and pulled the pine scent into her. Ruth leaned over her lap.

“God, it smells like a real-life air freshener,” she said, her eyes closed.

Silas laughed. “Fresh air will do that!”

“Just wait till you see the lake,” Mickey said. “There are these little islands we can take the canoe out to; they are so cool.”

“Is the water really cold?” Ruth asked.

“Not if you just jump right in,” Silas answered.

“Do you like swimming, Ruth?” Lily asked. She had rolled down her window too. The air was working its magic on all of them.

“I love it, Mrs. Harrison. I was a lifeguard at the Y for a few summers, but I’ve never been in a lake. I can’t wait!”