Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Five Years Later
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Fifty-five
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Sheila Bugler
‘I don’t have a choice,’ Adam said. ‘Talking about the bad stuff is how I make a living. People expect me to share my experiences with them. I know you don’t like it, but I have a responsibility. I can’t avoid that, no matter how much I might like to.’
She felt bad, then, for judging him so harshly. Adam believed in what he was doing, and there was nothing wrong with that. It crossed her mind that maybe she was jealous because her own life lacked any sort of focus and drive.
‘You’re doing what you feel is right.’ Clodagh reached out and took his hand. ‘It’s one of the reasons I love you, because you care so much.’
‘I love you too.’ Adam leaned down and brushed his lips against her cheek. ‘If it’s any consolation, Jake will be gone soon.’
‘Good.’ Clodagh squeezed Adam’s hand before letting it go.
‘I don’t deserve you,’ Adam said. ‘You put up with so much.’
‘You know flattery doesn’t work with me, don’t you?’
‘That’s a pity,’ Adam said. ‘I was hoping I could persuade you to join us for a bit?’
Clodagh groaned.
‘Please, Clo? I don’t know how I’m going to get rid of him by myself.’
Try standing up to him for once, she wanted to say.
‘Come on,’ she said instead, pushing herself out of the deckchair. ‘Let’s get this over and done with.’
‘Clodagh,’ Jake boomed as she walked through the folding glass doors into the open plan kitchen. ‘So glad you could join us. Here.’ He pulled out one of the stools at the island, gesturing for her to sit down. As if, Clodagh thought sourly, this was his home, not hers.
Ignoring the stool, she sat down on the sofa, which had the dual advantage of being more comfortable than a stool and significantly further away from Jake. She’d hoped Adam might sit beside her so they would present a united front. Instead, Adam sat on the stool meant for her and smiled at Jake as if he was genuinely pleased he was still here, taking up space in their kitchen.
‘We’ve got a slot on Good Morning Britain tomorrow morning.’ Jake looked at Clodagh. ‘The producer’s asked if you’d think about going on with Adam. I’ve told her you don’t like doing stuff like that, but she’s very keen. She’s done me a big favour squeezing Adam in at the last minute. It would help a lot if I could say yes. You wouldn’t have to talk about anything you didn’t want to. I’d make sure of that. What do you think?’