Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Five Years Later
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Fifty-five
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Sheila Bugler
‘No.’ Rachel shook her head. ‘Let’s wait until we know for sure how Nick died. If the PM clearly shows his death was an accident, then maybe it doesn’t matter who Nick rowed with last night.’
On the walk back to the station, she felt edgy, impatient. The need to take action was tempered by the knowledge that there wasn’t anything constructive they could do until they had the post-mortem results. Until then, they would have to sit tight and wait. But Rachel wasn’t good at waiting. Especially not when her gut was telling her, loudly and repeatedly, that Nick Gilbert’s death was no accident. Someone had wanted him dead.
Ten
The knife rack was on the worktop to her left. As quietly as she could, Clodagh sneaked her hand forward and removed Adam’s beloved Miyabi chef’s knife. Eight inches of ice-hardened carbide steel. Gripping the handle tightly, she turned and lunged forward, knife out, screaming.
‘Clodagh! It’s me. Stop!’
The moment of recognition almost came too late. She stopped with the blade centimetres from the woman standing in front of her.
‘Jesus, Bella. What the hell are you doing here?’
‘I needed to see you.’ Bella took several steps back, her hands up as if to protect herself.
The surge of adrenaline that had given Clodagh the courage to grab the knife and face the intruder was gone, leaving her empty and exhausted. She dropped the knife onto the worktop. The sound of metal on marble made Bella flinch, causing the familiar feelings of guilt clawing at Clodagh’s insides. She didn’t have the strength to put on the front she always needed when dealing with Bella.
‘How did you get into the house?’ she asked, remembering the footsteps she’d heard earlier when she was upstairs.
‘The front door was open,’ Bella said. ‘I should have rung the doorbell, I know. But I was worried Adam would answer and it’s you I’m here to see, not him.’
‘I heard someone outside,’ Clodagh said, ‘walking around the side of the house. Was that you?’
‘Guilty as charged. I wanted to avoid Adam, so I thought I’d try the garden first. I know you often like to sit out there in the evenings. When I couldn’t find you, I came back around to the front of the house. Then I saw the door wasn’t fully closed and, before I knew what I was doing, I’d pushed it open and come inside. I can see now how stupid that was, but you’ve got to understand, my head’s all over the place. I’m sorry. I probably shouldn’t have come. I just really needed to see you.’
Bella’s voice cracked and Clodagh’s guilt expanded until she could taste it at the back of her throat – bitter and raw and impossible to get rid of.