Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Five Years Later
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Fifty-five
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Sheila Bugler
She moved down the corridor, the woman’s voice growing clearer as Clodagh drew nearer to the closed door. Fear caught at the back of her throat. It was like being back in Tara’s apartment building. Walking along a corridor, knowing something bad was waiting for her on the other side of that closed door. The urge to turn around and run away was powerful, but nothing compared to the need to get into that room.
She twisted the handle and pushed open the door. The woman was still speaking. The lilting rhythms of her voice as familiar as when Clodagh had last heard her speak, over five years ago. She stepped into the room and there she was, on the other side of the room, every detail of her face as perfect and full of life as Clodagh remembered it. Her dead sister, Vivienne.
Thirty-eight
Clodagh didn’t know how long she’d been standing there, before she was able to speak. The shock of seeing her sister’s face, and hearing her voice, had sent her mind spinning out of control. Different explanations came and went, none of them making any sense. Time travel, insanity, an alternative universe. Extracts from old episodes of Doctor Who, a programme she and Vivienne had both loved. Until suddenly, through the haze of confusion, she understood.
Vivienne wasn’t actually here, in the room. She was on the large flatscreen TV that occupied most of one wall in the small bedroom. Gradually, Clodagh realised she recognised the film too. Second Chances, a below average rom-com that had been more successful than it deserved to be.
It was Vivienne’s last film before she’d turned her back on acting to marry Adam. Why had she done that? The question had never occurred to Clodagh before. Now it had, she couldn’t stop thinking about it. Vivienne had worked hard for her success. She’d loved the lifestyle that being rich and famous brought her. Yet she’d given it all up. For what? No matter how much Vivienne had loved Adam, no one had forced her to choose between him and her career. If she’d wanted to, she could have had both. Or so Clodagh had always assumed.
‘What are you doing standing inside my bedroom? Are trying to give me a heart attack?’
Ivan’s voice made her jump. She swung around and saw him standing at the top of the stairs, frowning as he looked at her.
‘Ivan…’ She gestured to the TV screen in the bedroom.