Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Five Years Later
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Fifty-five
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Sheila Bugler
‘The photo,’ Ade said.
A grainy black and white image accompanied the piece. Gary Wakefield and his wife, Arabella, on their wedding day. Using her thumb and index finger, Rachel enlarged the image. And suddenly she understood the connection her mind had been trying to make.
‘It’s her,’ Ade said. ‘Arabella Wakefield and Bella Gilbert. They’re the same person. Nick’s brother is married to the wife of the pilot flying the plane that caused the accident.’
Eight
After Adam left, Clodagh sat in the garden until the sun went down. As night started to creep in, darkening the edges of the sky, she went upstairs and ran a bath. Submerging in the deep, hot water, the tension in her body slowly eased. She closed her eyes, her mind focusing on the gentle movement of water and her breathing. Letting go of her anxious thoughts, one by one.
Twenty minutes later, her mind was calmer, and she was able to see that one bad day didn’t mean she was inevitably sliding back to the darkness that had consumed her in the months following the crash. She was going to be okay.
For most of her life, Clodagh had taken her brain for granted. She had sailed through school and university, always one of the brightest students who consistently got good grades. It was no surprise to anyone, including Clodagh, when she qualified as a solicitor and was offered a training contract in one of the best firms in London. Then the crash happened and Clodagh’s mind suddenly became something she didn’t understand and couldn’t trust.
It was easy, sometimes, not to acknowledge how far she’d come since then. Five years later and her short-term memory was almost back to normal. She still struggled from time to time, but things could have turned out a hell of a lot worse. She was lucky and would do well to remember that. It had been difficult to accept she would never go back to her old job. But she had money and a beautiful home, and she was in a relationship with a man she’d been in love with for years. Unlike Vivienne and all the others who’d died that day, Clodagh had a life.
The water had gone from steaming hot to lukewarm. She got out of the bath and was leaning down to pull out the plug when she heard something. Footsteps crunching on gravel outside, as if someone was walking along the side of the house right beneath her. Wrapping a towel around herself, she pushed open the window and looked outside.
‘Hello?’ she called. ‘Who’s out there?’
No response. She strained her ears, listening for any further sounds, but there was nothing. She went into the bedroom and looked out of the window there as well. Again, she couldn’t see anyone.