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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“My grandpa used to talk about you all of the time. How he outsmarted the devil.”

I coughed. “Excuse me?”

“He was a bit of an exaggerator. ‘For the sake of the story,’ he always said. Of course, he didn’t actually outsmart you, did he? You got him in the end.”

“I am not the devil.”

I was the only person Evan had ever met from Hell. So, in the way kids who grow up in Westchester say they’re from the city when they travel anywhere outside of New York, it was close enough. But it’s still an irritating generalization. On the scale of humanity, I was closer to him than to this supposed devil. Surely.

“Who are you, then?”

“I’m the answer to your problems.”

“Sounds like the devil to me.”

I laughed. “Fair enough.” I reached for the mug in front of me. “What’s your question for me?”

I could see the sleepless nights on his skin. The purple under his eyes, the tremor in his hand. He wasn’t here anymore, not fully. He was somewhere between reality and nightmares. Exhaustion coated him like oil on a baby duck.

“I need to know the truth. Before I sign myself over to you, I need to know for absolute certain what happened that night. Did—” Evan’s voice wavered. He coughed to cover it. “Did my son kill that girl?”

He was already in Hell. The murder, the police touching everything he owned with rough and thoughtless hands, the attention junkies who stood night after night on his front lawn, pictures of Sarah they’d pulled from the Internet and candles with drip protectors in each hand, sucking whatever particles were left of her from the air with open mouths.

“Yes,” I said. “I’m sorry to have to say it, but yes, he did.”

Evan put his head in his hands.

“Jesus,” he said, his voice muffled. “Good God.”

“Just me, I’m afraid.”

I pulled out my briefcase and flipped through the pages inside and he signed again and again.

“Okay, Evan. Your deal is done. Your soul for Philip’s. We will not interfere with your life or your death—you will live and die as you would’ve anyway. Only after you die will the deal take effect.”

“Thank you.”

I have never forgotten that part. The sound of him thanking me.

I’ve wondered many times if I should’ve left it at that, and why I didn’t. According to the training manual, a sales associate should never disclose information that isn’t required to make the deal, and this deal was already made. Maybe I was looking out for him and what was left of his life. Or maybe I was simply wreaking havoc for havoc’s sake, due to the devil in me.