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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. BEFORE
  5. PEYOTE
  6. PART I
  7. PEYOTE
  8. LILY
  9. PEYOTE
  10. MICKEY
  11. PEYOTE
  12. MICKEY
  13. PEYOTE
  14. SILAS
  15. PEYOTE
  16. MICKEY
  17. LILY
  18. PEYOTE
  19. MICKEY
  20. PEYOTE
  21. LILY
  22. PEYOTE
  23. MICKEY
  24. PEYOTE
  25. PART II
  26. LILY
  27. PEYOTE
  28. SILAS
  29. PEYOTE
  30. MICKEY
  31. PEYOTE
  32. MICKEY
  33. LILY
  34. PEYOTE
  35. SILAS
  36. PEYOTE
  37. LILY
  38. PEYOTE
  39. MICKEY
  40. PEYOTE
  41. LILY
  42. MICKEY
  43. PEYOTE
  44. SILAS
  45. PEYOTE
  46. MICKEY
  47. PEYOTE
  48. LILY
  49. PEYOTE
  50. SILAS
  51. PEYOTE
  52. MICKEY
  53. PEYOTE
  54. SILAS
  55. PEYOTE
  56. LILY
  57. PEYOTE
  58. SILAS
  59. PEYOTE
  60. LILY
  61. PEYOTE
  62. MICKEY
  63. LILY
  64. PEYOTE
  65. PART III
  66. LILY
  67. PEYOTE
  68. LILY
  69. PEYOTE
  70. LILY
  71. PEYOTE
  72. MICKEY
  73. PEYOTE
  74. LILY
  75. PEYOTE
  76. MICKEY
  77. PEYOTE
  78. SILAS
  79. PEYOTE
  80. MICKEY
  81. PEYOTE
  82. LILY
  83. PEYOTE
  84. LILY
  85. PEYOTE
  86. MICKEY
  87. PEYOTE
  88. SILAS
  89. PEYOTE
  90. SILAS
  91. LILY
  92. SILAS
  93. PHILIP
  94. PEYOTE
  95. LILY
  96. PEYOTE
  97. LILY
  98. PEYOTE
  99. AFTER
  100. PEYOTE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I’ll do it,” I said, grabbing the keyboard. “You make sure the printer is on.”

Cal gave me a look but sat on the floor without a word, pulling the equally prehistoric printer from the shadows of the desk. I waited until her eyes were busy, and I clicked, coaxing the screen to life.

Welcome to the Looking Glass! What are you looking for today?

  1. The location of a person or object (time and/or geography)
  2. An individual human memory
  3. Return to menu

“What kind of outlet is this for?” Cal asked, holding up a cable.

“I don’t know,” I said without looking. My hand hesitated, but only for a second before I clicked B.

“Hold on, there’s a bin of cords here,” Cal said, approaching the desk from the back. “Let me know when it lights up, okay?”

A new box opened on the screen, a cursor blinking within it.

  1. Name:
  2. Specific Memory Context:

“Anything yet?”

“Nope,” I said, my eyes on nothing but the screen.

“I bet the damn thing itself only takes three seconds and Freaky Felix just gets off on torture by nineteen-nineties technology.”

“Probably.”

I typed and hit Enter. The screen stuttered and froze.

“I mean, if you think about it, this thing is kind of like his great-grandfather,” Cal said, throwing another cable over her shoulder. “Still nothing?”

“Nope,” I managed to say. The spinning circle appeared, vibrant and energetic.

“Pey, I can see the light from here!”

I looked down at the printer.

“Right,” I said. “It just started.”

Cal wiped her hands on her pants and came back to my side. I felt her lean over my shoulder, the buttons of her shirt grazing my arm.

“Where are we at?”

“I don’t know. I think it’s processing.”

Cal stayed there, close enough that I thought my beating heart might hurt her.

“Why would it be loading like that? Aren’t you supposed to be on a map screen? Are you sure you opened the right—”

ONE MINUTE AND FORTY-FIVE SECONDS

The announcement was loud enough that Cal and I both jumped. But only she whirled around, so I caught the screen when it loaded.

And just like that, there it was. My information, my memories. All of me, from when I was someone. I clicked print and slammed the mouse to close it out, but it was too late.

“Pey, what is that?” Cal asked, but it wasn’t so much a question as it was a knife made verbal and cold.

The printer awoke with a crackle and whir.

“Shit,” I said, slamming the mouse again for effect. “It restarted.”

“Bullshit,” Cal said. “What did you do?”

ONE MINUTE

“I’m sorry.”