Chapters (103)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- BEFORE
- PEYOTE
- PART I
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- PART II
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- PART III
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- MICKEY
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- PEYOTE
- SILAS
- LILY
- SILAS
- PHILIP
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- LILY
- PEYOTE
- AFTER
- PEYOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“I’ll do it,” I said, grabbing the keyboard. “You make sure the printer is on.”
Cal gave me a look but sat on the floor without a word, pulling the equally prehistoric printer from the shadows of the desk. I waited until her eyes were busy, and I clicked, coaxing the screen to life.
Welcome to the Looking Glass! What are you looking for today?
- The location of a person or object (time and/or geography)
- An individual human memory
- Return to menu
“What kind of outlet is this for?” Cal asked, holding up a cable.
“I don’t know,” I said without looking. My hand hesitated, but only for a second before I clicked B.
“Hold on, there’s a bin of cords here,” Cal said, approaching the desk from the back. “Let me know when it lights up, okay?”
A new box opened on the screen, a cursor blinking within it.
- Name:
- Specific Memory Context:
“Anything yet?”
“Nope,” I said, my eyes on nothing but the screen.
“I bet the damn thing itself only takes three seconds and Freaky Felix just gets off on torture by nineteen-nineties technology.”
“Probably.”
I typed and hit Enter. The screen stuttered and froze.
“I mean, if you think about it, this thing is kind of like his great-grandfather,” Cal said, throwing another cable over her shoulder. “Still nothing?”
“Nope,” I managed to say. The spinning circle appeared, vibrant and energetic.
“Pey, I can see the light from here!”
I looked down at the printer.
“Right,” I said. “It just started.”
Cal wiped her hands on her pants and came back to my side. I felt her lean over my shoulder, the buttons of her shirt grazing my arm.
“Where are we at?”
“I don’t know. I think it’s processing.”
Cal stayed there, close enough that I thought my beating heart might hurt her.
“Why would it be loading like that? Aren’t you supposed to be on a map screen? Are you sure you opened the right—”
ONE MINUTE AND FORTY-FIVE SECONDS
The announcement was loud enough that Cal and I both jumped. But only she whirled around, so I caught the screen when it loaded.
And just like that, there it was. My information, my memories. All of me, from when I was someone. I clicked print and slammed the mouse to close it out, but it was too late.
“Pey, what is that?” Cal asked, but it wasn’t so much a question as it was a knife made verbal and cold.
The printer awoke with a crackle and whir.
“Shit,” I said, slamming the mouse again for effect. “It restarted.”
“Bullshit,” Cal said. “What did you do?”
ONE MINUTE
“I’m sorry.”