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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

The guy next to him says, “I thought I’d never have to see him again. I don’t even care if he does cancel class every time he’s hungover.”

“Excuse me,” White says, looking over at them.

Rebecca stiffens in her seat. She hates to think she’d be lumped in with the guys who can’t keep their mouths shut.

But she knew Hoffman. Just a little. She’d been to that party at his house a couple of years ago, the one where she first met Madeline. The one with the thing that happened in the alley. And she remembers Hoffman having too much to drink and insulting her home county.

He did kind of seem like a jerk. But now he’s teaching her class.

Where the hell is Nye?

“If you have any questions,” White says, “feel free to ask, and I’ll try to answer them.”

Rebecca hates to have a one-track mind. She hates that her first thought isn’t about what might be wrong with Dr. Nye—illness, injury, accident—but instead goes right to her own problems. Who is going to direct her thesis if Nye isn’t here?

But she can’t help it.

She starts to lift her hand and ask, but White barely takes a breath between asking for questions and cutting them off. He doesn’t even look at Rebecca.

“Okay, then,” he says. “I’ll hand this over to Dr. Hoffman.”

And White breezes out of the room so fast, it looks like his shirt is on fire.

And then Hoffman steps forward and sits on the desk. Despite the cold he wears a short-sleeve button-down Hawaiian shirt and lightweight blue pants made for summer.

“I took a cursory glance at Dr. Nye’s syllabus before I came down here,” Hoffman says, “and I found the whole document to be both prescriptive and restrictive, so I thought we’d branch out in some other directions. Which reminds me of the professor I had at Yale who refused to assign letter grades. Let me tell you a little story about her. . . .”

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE

Hoffman starts to talk, and the student on Rebecca’s left, a woman she sometimes talks to before class and who always smells like patchouli and has an elaborate tattoo on her right hand, leans over and says, “He’s an amazing professor. I learned so much about writing from him. I think he’s a mad genius. He gave me so many useful suggestions for my poems. He thinks I should go to graduate school.”

Hoffman has a deep, resonant voice. He sounds smart. And he has a big vocabulary, using words Rebecca has heard but isn’t sure she understands.

Rebecca isn’t sure who to believe—the students who hate him or the one who loves him.