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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

I grab my coat and bag. I’ll get a coffee on the way. No time to brew any. Grendel is still eating in the kitchen, and I tell him to keep an eye on the house. I remind myself to get a dead bolt installed on the basement door to keep out any other unwanted visitors.

Grendel yawns and trots off to his day bed in the front of the house. I take my key off the counter. I’m ready, just in time.

Grendel starts to bark. I assume it’s someone going by, a jogger or a biker.

But the doorbell rings.

“Crap,” I say. “Now what?”

What if it’s Madeline? Back and more insistent—

I think about ignoring it, slipping out the back while whoever stands on the porch—a religious nut, a political campaign worker, my former student back from the dead—shivers in the cold. But there’s always that doubt. . . . What if it’s something important? I still hear from Emily’s family. Her mother has been in shaky health—what if there’s a crisis? I’d never forgive myself if I missed that kind of news.

Grendel continues to bark. The bell rings again. I look like a man ready to leave, so that will help me get rid of them. I rush to the front, wearing my coat and carrying my bag. Keys jangling in my hand.

I look out Grendel’s window. It’s a woman but not Madeline. Thankfully. This woman is about my age. Tall. Bundled in a long overcoat. Vaguely familiar. Do I know her from work?

Then I see the object in her hand. A copy of My Best Friend’s Murder.

Really? Is this what it’s like for writers? Fans show up on your stoop unannounced carrying the book? Sure, I can see it happening to Stephen King or Anne Rice. But me?

I undo the lock, pull the door open. The cold air blows past like the freezing breath of an angry winter god. It stings the tips of my ears.

“Dr. Nye?” she says.

I know why she looks familiar. I know where I’ve seen her before. It’s been two years, but I can’t forget her face.

“Do you remember me?” she asks. “Alicia Bowman with the Gatewood Police Department.” She holds the book up between us. “I was wondering if we could talk about this.”

CHAPTER TWELVE

Bowman comes in. She’s my height, a little taller even. She looks long and lean under her overcoat. She might have a few more streaks of gray in her hair than two years earlier, but if anything, she looks like she’s barely aged.

“I can see you’re on your way to campus,” she says. “This won’t take long.”

She bends down, scratches Grendel between the ears, which makes them friends for life.

“Yeah,” I say, “I have a meeting and then class at nine. . . .”