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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

She starts reading this new story or whatever it is, and it’s about a woman returning to the town where she went to college, and the town is also an exact match for Gatewood. And the campus an exact match for Commonwealth, just like in the novel.

But the character is back in town to confront a professor who has sexually harassed her.

And the description of that professor sounds very, very familiar . . .

Dr. Nye always said the purpose of art is to make us feel less alone.

By reading Madeline’s story, Rebecca knows she’s not the only one to have had an uncomfortable encounter with Dr. Hoffman.

She knows she’s not alone.

CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN

CONNOR

PRESENT

I jog up the steps to the main entrance of Goodlaw Hall. It’s a cold morning, my breath frosting as I climb. But the sky is clearer than it has been, promising the possibility the day will be warmer. When I reach the top of the stone stairs, my phone rings. It’s Diana.

I stop and answer the call.

“Where are you now?” Diana asks. “I’m at your house. Bowman is ready to talk to you, and I said I’d bring you in.”

“I had to come to campus real quick. It’s important. I might have figured something out.”

“Connor, this isn’t the time to flake out. If you want to tell your—”

“I’ll call you when I know for sure. Okay? I might need Bowman and I might not.”

“Connor—”

I hang up and pass through the breezeway, two sets of double glass doors. I know exactly where I’m going. In my right hand, folded into a cylinder shape, is Madeline’s short story, the one I finished reading last night. The one I read over and over again, late into the night, making sure I understood what it was really saying. I turn left past Preston’s office, where the door is wide open, and I see him sitting inside but I don’t bother to stop. Or allow him to stop me. I keep going down the long hallway to the familiar classroom where I always teach.

Where Lance has taken over.

As I approach the room, I hear his voice. Deep. Commanding.

Even wise.

He’s talking about the president, bemoaning budget cuts to higher education. How he’s going to tie that to fiction writing, I have no idea. How he ties anything he talks about to creative writing, I never know.

I always close the door to my classroom. Lance keeps his wide open. Everyone and anyone can hear. He loves to think all the world is his audience.

I stop in the doorway. It takes him a moment to look over and see me. When he does, his face shows surprise, and he stops his monologue. But then the composure quickly returns, and he smiles at me in a sly way.