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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Madeline didn’t just hit and run. She hit and ransacked.

And I think I know exactly what she was looking for.

I go down the hall to our spare room, the one I used as an office when Jake was little and I needed to lock myself away to attempt to get any work done. Each step jars my head, makes the pain throb. The office is a cluttered mess. Overflowing with books, stacks of old student papers. Everything I should have been dealing with for the past five years but haven’t.

It’s also where—

The desk drawers hang open, gaping like the mouths of dead fish. The closet door stands wide, having vomited its papers all over the worn carpet. Inside the closet is a chest, one Emily received from her grandmother as a wedding present. It’s stuffed with old quilts, Emily’s baby book, and her First Communion outfit. A lock of hair from when she was two.

And underneath all of that, hidden in a place I thought no one would ever bother to look . . .

The chest lid is closed. The lock broke a year after we were married, but is it possible Madeline passed it by?

I fling the lid open, look inside. Everything is there, everything in its place. Unlike the rest of the house, the chest appears to be untouched.

My heart sinks. Why put this one spot back in order unless you wanted to send a message, a giant middle finger to me?

I dig to the bottom, moving aside the musty heirlooms. In a matter of seconds, my hand scrapes against the bottom of the chest, my nails hitting the cedar. I move the pile one way and then the other.

I could sit here all day, moving shit around. But I know.

I know for damn sure.

Madeline found her handwritten manuscript.

She took it back.

CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE

A couple of hours pass. And nothing happens. No doom lands on me as a result of Madeline having the book. I walk Grendel, looking over my shoulder the whole time, expecting Preston to show up and fire me. Or my publisher to call, saying I’m ruined.

My head thumps, but nothing happens.

Maybe Madeline fears her own exposure. Maybe she plans to come back to try to pressure me one more time.

Maybe she has something more diabolical and dangerous in mind.

Maybe I’m driving myself crazy over nothing.

And I am driving myself crazy. I pace the house. I check my phone.