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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Wallace took her time answering. “It’s early in the investigation. Sometimes it takes a while to sort everything out. But we’re definitely trying. I can promise you that.” Wallace pushed herself out of the chair and, as she did, reached into her pocket, bringing out a business card. “If you think of anything else, you can call me here.”

Madeline stood up and took the card. Her hands were damp with sweat and stuck to the thick paper. “I saw the funeral is in a couple of days. I wanted to go, but it’s down in Tennessee. And I’m in school. . . .”

“You don’t have to go to the funeral to remember your friend,” Wallace said. She sounded so wise, handing out the kind of help Madeline thought a mother should have been dispensing.

“I was going to send a card to her parents.”

“I think they’d appreciate that. Just let me know if you want to talk about anything else. I mean, if those other avenues don’t work on campus.” Wallace paused at the door. “This lock,” she said. “You might want to call your landlord and have it fixed. It’s not in the greatest shape.”

“Are you saying that because there’s a killer on the loose?”

“I’m saying that because you’re a woman.”

CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE

CONNOR

PRESENT

Madeline keeps her coat on.

For a quick moment, I’m reminded of past winter days, the rare times it really snowed here in Gatewood, and Emily and I zipped Jake into a jacket, took him to Harmon Hill near campus, and went sledding. Even in winter, the days with him felt like they’d last forever. Red-cheeked, snotty-nosed days. Emily making hot chocolate on the stove when we got home. The three of us watching a movie together while darkness fell outside.

Now I’m in my kitchen, the same kitchen Jake went in and out of for most of his childhood, and I’m facing another young person. And I’m shaking inside, my blood cold, my organs quivering.

In the classroom, in my office, I’m always in control. I stand before the students with authority and command, which rarely gets questioned.

But Madeline has flipped the script on me. She holds the upper hand.

She unnerves me. Scares me.

What is she here for tonight?

“Why don’t you take your coat off?” I ask.

“I’m fine,” she says. “Do you have any more of that bourbon you gave me yesterday?”

“No.”

“You don’t?”

“I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to be here,” I say, keeping my voice more level than I feel. “The police are questioning me. They might be watching me for all I know. And you’re . . . you’re kind of wanted, aren’t you?”