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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Look, I wasn’t a perfect husband. I . . . okay, I just wasn’t perfect. We got married young. Maybe we rushed it and I wasn’t ready. Sophia was so much more mature than I was. Okay? The whole world knows I made my share of mistakes. But I know Sophia. We were together for six years, married for three. I knew her, okay? The way you know a person when you share a house and a life with them. And I know this—she wouldn’t have gone anywhere near Lance once she learned that about him. She wouldn’t have been able to. She would have been so angry, so disgusted. . . . The truth is, she would have been more likely to kill him than to have him kill her. It just wouldn’t happen. She’d have avoided him like the plague.”

“Okay. So she’d have avoided him. Lance found out she knew and went to her office. He tracked her down and surprised her, killed her in the car. That’s how violence occurs sometimes. Unexpectedly. That’s how Lance took her down.”

But Zach is shaking his head again. “No, man. No. She had a meeting with someone that night. A meeting. She wouldn’t have arranged a meeting with Lance. No chance. It wouldn’t have gone down that way.”

Now it’s my turn to shake my head. “I think you’re blinded, Zach. You have some loyalty to Lance, so you’re tying yourself in knots, trying to get him off the hook for killing your wife. And he was loyal to you. The story Madeline wrote says Lance knew the details. It all points to Lance. I think you’re casting your line into an empty pool.”

“Just think about what I said,” he says. “Don’t just dismiss me. Think about it.”

“It’s been a long day, Zach. And I gave you all the time I can. Good night.”

I shut the door and flip off the porch light. I take one look out the window and see Zach going down the steps and back out into the night.

CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE

It’s time for me to face the music, so I knock on Preston’s door about an hour later.

Grendel barks while I stand outside, the big envelope I was given by Rebecca clutched to my chest, and it lifts my spirits to hear him again.

When Preston opens the door, his eyebrows lift in surprise. He’s wearing jeans and a sweater, the sleeves pushed up to his elbows, as if he was expecting company to come by for a cocktail, even though I hadn’t called in advance.

“Connor. I’ve been meaning to call you, but it’s been pretty hectic.”

“I’m sorry to show up like this, but can I come in?”

“Of course.” He steps back.