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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“If I’m not here, then you’ll understand why. Okay? It’s not because I don’t want to be in college. I love school. I love Commonwealth. And I want to graduate. It’s just sometimes . . . you have to move on. Okay?”

She started to pull away. Her hand slid along his arm and then, as she backed up, he clasped it.

“Madeline, wait.”

He held on for a moment, maybe just to make sure he was really okay. But then he squeezed her hand, and their hands remained that way for a moment until he finally eased away, his body moving up the sidewalk toward his house.

Only then did she let go.

He looked back once and said over his shoulder, “Be careful getting home. It’s late. I’d drive you but . . .”

“I’m good, Dr. Nye. Thank you.”

CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT

CONNOR

PRESENT

When my eyes open, I’m on the couch.

A woman in a white uniform shirt and black pants, with her dark hair pulled off her face, is staring at me, a penlight in her hand. She moves it first one way and then the other, asking me to follow it with my eyes.

I do. And she corrects me.

“Without moving your head.”

So I do that, and she clicks the penlight off.

“Are you feeling nauseated?”

“No.”

“Any vision troubles?”

“No. Can I ask what happened?”

“Neck pain? Chest pain?”

“No.”

She steps out of the way and I come face-to-face with Bowman. She stands with hands on hips, examining me like she’s a doctor. “Feeling all right, Connor?”

“I think so. What happened?”

“Do you remember anything?” she asks.

My mouth is dry. My lips feel like baked desert. “I got a visit from Zach Greenfield. And he tried to pound some sense into me with his fists. Why did he stop?”

Bowman looks to her right. Diana is standing there, a phone pressed to her ear. When she sees me looking, she lowers the phone. “I’ll let you know when to keep your mouth shut.”

“You came in and scared him off?” I ask. “Thanks.”

“She didn’t scare him off,” Bowman says. “She held him at gunpoint and called us.”

“Gunpoint?”

Diana pats her purse. “I have my concealed carry. Do you think I’m going to work as a lawyer and not carry a piece?”

“So Zach’s been arrested?” I ask.

“He’s in custody,” Bowman says. “Assault. Breaking and entering.” She shrugs. “We’ll see what else we can add to his tab.”

I reach up and rub the back of my neck. I didn’t lie when I told the paramedic it didn’t hurt. But it feels stiff. And I can feel pain spreading through the side of my head where Zach hit me. Fortunately, Madeline hit me on the other side with the bourbon bottle, so everything is equalized now. Both sides hurt.