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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“So tell everyone, Lance. Go down and tell Preston. I’m ready to tell the police and my publisher anyway. I’ll be ruined. Okay? Won’t that make you happy? We can be ruined together.”

“I wish I could do that, Connor. I’d like nothing more than to see your career ended.”

“We’re colleagues, Lance. We’re even kind of supposed to be friends.”

“We’re not friends.” He leans back against the railing. “And I’m not coming down and going to jail.”

CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR

MADELINE

WINTER, TWO YEARS EARLIER

Madeline sat in the chair, reading Hoffman’s notes on her pages while he snored on the couch.

From time to time he stirred. His body shifted. Or one of his snorting inhalations reached a crescendo, almost waking him up. But he stayed passed out, head tilted back in that awkward pose. She could tell his neck was going to feel like shit when he finally woke up.

His comments inspired her. Again.

They were detailed. Rich.

Vivid.

They made her want to get back to work. To write. To make the book better.

She stood up and went to the computer, turning it on. It made a low grinding noise as it started, and she pulled up a chair and sat, waiting for everything to load and open.

When it was ready, she started typing, revising the most recent chapter she’d written based on Hoffman’s notes. When he woke up and was out of his stupor, she could take the computer home and keep going.

And going and going.

She’d write so much faster with the computer in her apartment.

She started typing. And she lost herself in the work. She wasn’t sure how much time had passed. Thirty minutes? Forty-five? She made it through one chapter. And then was on to the next.

She couldn’t say how long he stood behind her.

Seconds? Minutes?

She didn’t know he was there until his hand slid over her shoulder and landed on her breast, cupping it.

Madeline spun one way and jerked her body the other.

“Whoa, whoa,” Hoffman said, standing over her. He lifted both hands in the air. “Just checking in on you.”

He backed up two steps but remained between her and the door.

Madeline immediately looked at the door. For an exit.

The back door, the one that led out to the patio, where students smoked during his parties, was closed and covered by a curtain. Probably locked. And if she ran over there and had to fumble with the lock in order to get out, it would be too late.

And Hoffman’s body, which was short and squat, stood between her and the front door. She didn’t think Hoffman looked especially strong or powerful, but she thought he would be strong enough to stop her.

“Stop it,” she said, not caring how harsh she sounded.