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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“But I went out this afternoon to Target, and I bought a copy of your book and started reading it. That’s when I saw. It’s the exact same book, basically. I mean, the published one is all cleaned up with no typos, and some of the details are a little different. But it’s the same book. And this is Madeline’s handwriting.” Rebecca points to the envelope. “I once went to a workshop the English Club gave, and shared one of my stories. Madeline was there that night, and she marked my manuscript up. I put that old story of mine in the envelope here, so you can see it. So I know this book was written by her. It’s like proof or whatever.”

Nye’s grip tightens on the envelope. He’s shaking his head, and Rebecca wonders what he’s going to say. Is he going to have some story about how she can’t be right about who wrote the book? Will he try to smooth everything over and lie like Hoffman?

Instead, he says, “I’m sorry about this, Rebecca. When I did this, I wasn’t at my best. That’s just an excuse, but it’s the only thing I can say.”

“I know,” Rebecca says. “I know about your family and all of that. I just want you to know that I didn’t say anything to anybody about it. Not to the police or my mom or my roommate. Nothing. And I didn’t copy it or scan it or take any pictures. I wanted to give it to you and let you decide. It’s not my choice to make.”

“That’s really thoughtful of you, Rebecca.”

She turns and goes to the door but stops and looks back. Nye is still standing in the living room, looking down at the envelope.

“Can I say something else, Dr. Nye?”

He looks up. “Sure. Anything you want.”

“I still think you’re a great professor. My favorite, really. You really do seem to care about the students. And our writing and stuff. I hope you come back and teach the class again. I was really sorry when you got replaced. And I want you to direct my thesis, if you can.”

Nye looks really moved, almost like he might cry.

But he doesn’t, and Rebecca is glad about that. The day’s been weird enough as it is.

“Thanks, Rebecca.”

“You’re welcome.”

She steps through the door and hurries across the yard to the waiting car, excited to be inside its warmth and heading home with Mom.

CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE

CONNOR

PRESENT

The manuscript sits on my coffee table.

For nearly an hour after Rebecca leaves, I stare at the fat pile of papers.

Only a handful of people know the truth—as far as I can tell. Madeline and Lance.

And Rebecca.