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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

After ten minutes, Rebecca realizes Hoffman isn’t going to stop anytime soon. And she can find no connection between the story he’s telling and the subject of the class, which is short story writing.

So Rebecca stops listening. Her eyes lose their focus, and she stares straight ahead. Her mind wanders, and she finds herself thinking of Madeline O’Brien. Ever since the night of Nye’s talk at the library, Rebecca has replayed the scene of the woman in the back of the room with the red hair, the one who tugged on her eyebrows. Rebecca wouldn’t say she knew Madeline well. They took one class together when Rebecca was a sophomore and Madeline was a senior, and while they rarely spoke to each other, Rebecca admired the way Madeline conducted herself. Professor Richter taught the class, and Rebecca thought she was brilliant, but Madeline spoke up frequently and didn’t shy away from openly disagreeing on matters both big and small. Rebecca never disagreed. She rarely participated. She liked to listen and write down her notes and absorb the discussion.

Hoffman finishes his story fifty minutes later and dismisses everyone.

Rebecca’s classmates appear to have been lulled into a stupor by the lengthy story, and they gather their things and shuffle away, yawning like sleepy children. Rebecca grabs her things and jumps out of her seat. She follows Hoffman out of the classroom.

“Dr. Hoffman?”

He turns, smiling. “Hello.”

“I wanted to ask you a question,” Rebecca says. “If you don’t mind. If you have a minute.”

“Sure. Come along. I always have time for an eager writer.”

He leads her down the long hallway, his pace languid, his legs propelling him forward as he says hello to nearly every student or faculty member he passes. When they reach his office, he pushes the door open and pauses. He looks around and lifts a giant stack of papers and books off one chair and points to it, indicating that Rebecca should sit there. Hoffman clears off another chair, and Rebecca wonders how the man sits at his desk if both chairs in the space are covered with crap.

“That was a great class, wasn’t it?” Hoffman says.

It sounds like a rhetorical question, but he watches Rebecca expectantly, as though he requires an answer.

“Yes, it was,” she says. “Awesome.”

“One of my favorite stories,” Hoffman says, leaning back, the chair squeaking. He folds his hands across his stomach and crosses one sneakered foot across the other. “I never tire of sharing it with my students. And they always seem to enjoy it. Now, what’s on your mind?”

“Well, I know you’re taking over for Dr. Nye, and I guess we don’t exactly know when he’s coming back.”

“I think it’s safe to say he’ll be gone for a while,” Hoffman says.

“Oh. Okay. Since he’s going to be gone for a while—”