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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“You’re right, Madeline. Those details I gave you will make a lot of people look bad. It will cast guilt on more people than just Zach. And they will cause a lot of problems.” Hoffman took a step closer, crowding her. “You’ve found yourself in the middle of this quite by accident, haven’t you?”

More people than Zach?

He couldn’t mean Connor. Connor seemed to know nothing.

Hoffman meant himself. He knew the details. He was involved somehow. And he wanted Madeline to keep her mouth shut about what she knew.

“I think I should go. . . .”

“That’s a great idea,” Hoffman said. “Why don’t we pursue this conversation further back at your apartment? I figure you don’t want to come to my house again. But if I’m not mistaken, you live just a few blocks on the other side of downtown? Near campus? We could go back there and sort this out. It’s very important that we do. A number of people are involved, and I think once you hear what I have to say and how important it is, you’ll understand. I mean, you’ll have to.”

Madeline backed up, taking a step toward her car. “Sure, I think I do understand.”

“I thought you would. So I’ll see you there? That’s One-oh-nine Fourteenth Street, right? Apartment three?”

Madeline nodded. She struggled to find any words.

Hoffman’s posture stiffened like some of the weight had been lifted from him.

Madeline backed up and got into her car. Hoffman stood there on the sidewalk. He gave her a thumbs-up and turned and walked away, no doubt heading for his car. And then for her apartment.

Madeline shivered. She wished she had worn a heavier coat.

She wished she lived in the tropics, someplace she would never get cold again.

She started the car, knowing she couldn’t go home. She couldn’t go where Hoffman might find her.

PART IV

CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN

REBECCA

PRESENT

Rebecca sits on the steps on the side of Goodlaw Hall.

She has her head resting in her hands, her backpack by her feet. She sits alone, the concrete cold beneath her. She can feel it through her jeans. But she has her coat open, her hat stuffed in her pocket.

She tries very hard not to remember seeing what she just saw.

Like the rest of the class—the rest of the building, really—she went outside and looked up. She saw Dr. Nye and Dr. Hoffman in the bell tower talking to each other. Dr. Nye held some papers in his hand, and he seemed to be trying to get Hoffman to come in. Twice he waved his arms that way, as if he was saying, Come on, come on. It’s okay.

But Hoffman climbed over the railing and put his feet on the ledge.