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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“That’s enough.” Lance stands up from the desk. He looks small at the front of the room, surrounded by students whose faces are now all frozen in expressions of disbelief. “I’m sorry Dr. Nye isn’t able to contain himself and has to come back and interrupt our work today. He’s never quite been the devotee of teaching that I am. You all have a reading assignment for today, don’t you?”

Twenty heads nod in unison.

“Well, why don’t you review that while I talk to my former colleague? We’ll see if we can’t get him to leave quietly and allow us to get back to the work at hand.”

Lance starts my way, so I back out into the hall and wait for him.

CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT

MADELINE

WINTER, TWO YEARS EARLIER

Madeline’s book took an even darker turn once Sophia was dead.

Hoffman had been right when he first read the early chapters of her thesis—Madeline planned on the story building up to some act of violence. And when she experienced Zach’s behavior at the party, she started to have an idea of which way the story could go.

But could it simply be about a man killing his wife?

When she was ten, a woman in her hometown, someone her mother knew a little, had been found murdered in her home. Beaten to death. For days, the police looked for the killer, and they seemed to have no idea who it was. Long before they made an arrest, Madeline’s mother had looked at her and said: Maddy girl, it’s always the husband.

And she’d been right.

So what would make her story different?

Weeks and then months had passed since Sophia’s death. Madeline stumbled through her life like a zombie, like she was so deeply sedated she didn’t even notice what was going on around her. She sleepwalked across campus, going to her classes. She worked at the grocery store but barely talked to anyone.

She came home in the evenings, always jamming the chair under the doorknob, and stared at the blank pages she needed to fill with words.

Nothing came.

Her mind drifted away from the task at hand. She spent an inordinate amount of time on social media, refreshing Twitter feeds from local journalists and the police department, hoping to get some new information about Sophia’s death.

But the news grew stale. No new leads, they said. Zach was being questioned, his life being turned upside down. But he maintained his innocence. And no arrests were made.

Madeline thought about calling the tip line set up in the wake of Sophia’s death and telling them about the party. The way Zach had touched her. The way he had looked at her the first time they met outside the Owl’s Nest. The way he had seemed to be ordering Sophia home.

But . . .