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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Come on.” He waves me in, so I follow. Preston wears skinny black jeans, and the sleeves on his checked shirt are rolled to the elbows with pinpoint perfection. He’s a few years younger than I am, a guy who went straight from getting his undergraduate degree to earning his PhD and was on his way to tenure before he turned thirty. He runs the English Department through a combination of cool efficiency and ironic detachment. Everyone assumes he’ll be dean or provost someday. If not at Commonwealth, then somewhere. Behind his back as well as to his face, his colleagues call him “Preston the Politician.”

He closes the door to his book-lined office once I’m in and settled into a chair. Preston breezes around to his side of the desk and sits. He checks his e-mail first, clicks a few things, then turns to me.

“You kind of look like shit,” he says. “You had too much champagne.”

“And that hill is too steep.”

“You need to get to the gym with me. Do some weights. Run a little. Now that so much is going right in your life, you need to rebuild the temple of your body.”

“The temple has a lot of cobwebs and loose bricks, especially after a night like the last one.”

Preston rests his folded hands on top of the desk, which is remarkably free from clutter. To his left sit three framed photos—one of him with his wife, Kelly, and then one photo of each of his daughters. They look perfect enough to have come with the frames. To his right, row after row of books. He teaches postcolonial literature and is known for his high standards, strict adherence to the rules of grammar, and dynamic lectures. Students love him or fear him. Or both.

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about,” he says. “In a roundabout way.”

“Last night?”

“Your visitor,” he says, his face becoming more serious. “The one you said was the neighbor up the street?”

I swallow hard. Why the hell is he bringing this up? And what does he know?

He unfolds his hands and rubs at a little speck of dirt only he can see.

“I just want to make sure you aren’t getting into some kind of trouble you’re not going to be able to get out of,” he says.

And then I have to wonder—did he see Madeline leaving my house last night?

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

For the second time that morning, I find myself on the wrong end of an interrogation.

This time it’s a friend, but that doesn’t make it feel much better.

“I don’t understand, Preston. And I do need to get some things done before class.”