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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Hoffman laughed again and walked past her, heading out to the kitchen. He opened a cabinet and started whistling.

Madeline dashed for the front of the house and grabbed the doorknob like it was a lifeline. She worried it was locked, that she’d be trapped inside still. But the knob turned, and she pulled the door open, felt the cool air from the outside rushing against her face.

“Wait.”

Madeline hated herself for looking back. But she did.

Hoffman stayed in the kitchen, looking out. He made no attempt at coming closer.

“I’ll give you a lovely parting gift,” he said. “A freebie. And you can always remember who helped you more with the creation of your book than anyone else. The murder weapon in the book. Make it something personal, something that means a great deal to Sarah. A vintage scarf. A family heirloom. Something handed down to her, something she treasured. That will have the biggest kick for the reader.”

Madeline stayed rooted in place for a moment. The detail he gave was so weird, so specific—it seemed like he was conjuring it from memory and not from imagination.

And what was it Dr. Nye always said—if a detail was weird and specific enough, the reader would believe it was true?

Madeline knew Sophia had been strangled in her car outside work. Everybody knew that. She’d pictured the crime in her head many times—and when she slept, it emerged in her dreams—and she always saw thick hands grasping Sophia, squeezing the life out of her.

But sometimes she thought about what Detective Wallace had told her—maybe the killer got his thrills by using a piece of clothing instead of his hands?

So was Hoffman just summoning a specific detail out of thin air?

Madeline hoped so. But the detail came to him so quickly, so effortlessly, and he seemed so . . . gleeful about sharing it. So much like the very mention of the detail of the scarf served as a triumph for him.

“I’m leaving—”

But Hoffman went on. And as he talked, the look on his face became distant. Almost . . . haunted? Like he was really seeing what he described. “Madeline, you can almost imagine the body slumped over to the right against the steering wheel. And the hands . . . her hands . . . the right resting on the seat. With the palm facing up. The left . . . let’s say the left hand was hanging limply at her side. The middle nail on that left hand, cracked. Painted red but broken from the struggle with her assailant.” His gaze focused again. “Ghastly, really. Terribly vivid if you describe it right.”

The air from the outside felt colder than the temperature. It reached inside and chilled her bones.

She shivered.

And went out without closing the door behind her.

CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE

CONNOR

PRESENT

The cop speaks to us again through the megaphone.

“Is everybody all right? Does anybody up there need medical attention?”