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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

His eyebrows rise. “You knew her? Oh, shit. I’m sorry. You know, Mikaila doesn’t know. She doesn’t pay attention to anything like that. She wouldn’t have snuck up on you that way if she knew.”

“It’s okay,” I say. “I’m not really mad at her.”

“I’ll handle whoever’s at the door,” he says. Steven is wearing a pair of gym shorts and nothing else. He’s broad-shouldered and has so much hair on his torso, it looks like he’s wearing a sweater. But Rebecca has to admit she feels a lot safer having him in the apartment and is glad he’s spending the night. “I’ll tell them to get lost. And my dad has a few guns. I can get one and bring it back tomorrow. And protect you guys.”

“Just answer the door. Okay?”

He strolls across the living room, arms swinging at his sides. Rebecca steps back into the hallway, out of sight of the front door. She tells herself it’s likely a mistake. There’s so much turnover in these off-campus apartments that it’s not unusual for someone to knock on the wrong door, looking for a friend who used to live there. Or maybe one of Mikaila’s drinking companions decided to show up. Even that sounds good to Rebecca. As far as she is concerned, Mikaila can have everybody over, the whole gang. And they can sit in the living room all night if they want.

Anything so she’s not alone.

Rebecca hears the door open. And Steven’s muffled voice.

“I’m not sure if she’s able to talk to anyone right now,” he says. “I have to check.”

It’s someone for her? No one ever just drops in on her. No one she knows drops in at all. They text first. It’s not 1993.

Rebecca hears the door close and then Steven is back. He jerks his thumb over his shoulder toward the door. And he’s wearing a little half smile on his face.

“Rebecca, it’s for you. The dude says he’s one of your professors, and he needs to talk to you about something important.”

Rebecca thinks Steven is kidding around, playing another joke on her. But Steven isn’t the kind of person to do that, unlike Mikaila. And she isn’t even sure Steven could think of something this weird—a professor showing up on her doorstep. She remembers fiction-writing class with Dr. Nye. He always says the weirder the detail, the more likely it is to ring true with the reader. And what could be weirder than a professor coming to her apartment unannounced at night?

“Who is it?” she asks. “What’s his name?”

Steven looks stumped for a moment, like he already forgot the name. Then he snaps his fingers. “Hoffbrau? No. Hoffman. Lance Hoffman.”

CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE