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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

He comes and stands in front of the screen door, which is filled with a storm window for winter. It’s filled with glass year-round, even in the summer, because I’m too lazy to change them. But the glass is thin, and he can be heard through it.

“If you have something to say, make it fast,” I say. I hold up the phone. “I’m ready to call the cops.”

He holds his hands out so I can see the palms. He looks young and meek. And cold. His cheeks are flushed above his stubble.

“I just want to talk about Sophia,” he says. “About who really killed her.”

CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO

He stays on the porch, hands still raised like he’s surrendering.

“Why the fuck aren’t you in jail?” I ask.

“I was because of what I did to you. I’m out on bail, and I’m just going to plead guilty. Breaking and entering. Assault. My lawyer is figuring it all out.”

“Good,” I say.

“Everybody’s saying that Lance did this, that he killed Madeline and Sophia. And that’s why he killed himself. But I’m not so sure about that.”

“Why? Because he was your friend? Because you used to go to his parties and feel up college girls?”

The flush on his face intensifies, and he looks away for a moment and then back at me. “Lance was my friend. Neither one of us was perfect, but he was my friend, okay? And he looked out for me. My dad was never around, okay? And Lance . . . well, he treated me well. And I’m here trying to help, man. I am.”

“Help how? Did you tell Lance the details of Sophia’s murder?”

“What are you talking about? The cops never told me anything about what happened to Sophia. I was a suspect. They don’t tell suspects the details of a crime. I asked them to tell me more about her murder. I wanted to know. To understand. I begged them to tell me what happened. Sophia was my wife. We had problems, almost all of them my fault, but she was my wife.”

“Did you talk to Lance about Sophia at all?”

“Look, man, that night I came over here and went nuts . . . and I’m sorry about that. I am. But when I did that . . . I did it because the cops came and talked to me. They told me you were a suspect in Sophia’s murder. It just . . . It got me really wound up. And I lost it. It’s so much pressure. . . .”

“Okay, if you came to apologize for that—”