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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

She brings back a thick manila folder stuffed with papers. She flips it open on the table and starts paging through, turning the documents over with crisp efficiency.

“I don’t know what you’re getting at, Detective.” But even as I say it, I should have known it was coming. Madeline. Sophia. The book. Except I know Madeline is alive. And I don’t know Sophia at all.

Do I?

I run my mind back through the trips to the dog park. Admittedly I wasn’t in the most social frame of mind back then. Yes, I talked to the other dog owners, made small talk about the weather, politics, the university. The dogs.

But I rarely learned names. Never made lasting connections. No one invited me out for a drink or a coffee or a meal. I’m sure I seemed closed off, shut down. And if I gave my name, people might have even recognized it. They might have known or heard about what happened to Emily and Jake, and then I’d no longer be the quiet guy at the dog park. I’d be the “poor man whose family died.” I’d be set off by quotation marks, an object of curiosity and sympathy and even a little fear. After all, what do you say to a guy who lost his wife and son to the ocean? A guy who mopes around with his only companion, a wheezing, arthritic beagle-husky mix?

But there is something else.

There is the blue house that must have been on Iroquois. The blue house with the perfect lawn and the perfect yard. And the perfect couple inside . . .

There was something about them. . . .

“Here it is,” Bowman says, poking the paper with force. “We interviewed Sophia Greenfield’s husband, Zachary, quite extensively. He was the person who could really be Sophia’s voice after she was gone. And do you know what he told us?” She taps the paper again. “He told us Sophia was nervous. Scared even. She said there was a guy who used to walk his dog on their street in the evening, and do you know what that guy used to do?”

The perfect blue house. The perfect yard.

The blond woman. The dark-haired man with the neatly trimmed beard.

And I would see them working in the yard, the two of them, laughing together. Or through the windows of the house. Watching TV as I walked by. Having a drink on the porch.

“She said he used to . . . watch them,” I say.

“She told her husband she thought the man with the dog was behaving strangely,” Bowman says. “Creeping around. Watching them. Watching her. And after she died, we all tried to find that man, but we couldn’t.” Bowman looks pleased. She smiles. “Spoiler alert, Connor. I think I just found him.”

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

CONNOR

SUMMER, TWO AND A HALF YEARS AGO

I’ve always looked inside other people’s windows.